Nov 28, 2007 00:23
So, Stav is back from the army, Gili is back from Paris, and my peaceful, alone time has run swiftly into the horizon dragging my ability to concentrate with it. :(
I joined the gym at TLV university and I've been swimming a lot lately. I think it's really good for me. Plus they have a jacuzzi and sauna. It makes me feel like a fancy, rich person to be able to sit in a sauna after school.
I took a sick day today, and discovered that I'm not happy when I'm not busy.
That's not to say I'm particularly unhappy, but... Something isn't right.
Mostly, I just want to be alone these days. Alone and busy.
I cut off a bunch of hair from the front of my face the other night, and now i have these bizarre, awkward, Mod bangs. It felt so rebellious and quintessentially anti-Ariela. I think this was the first time I was completely conscious of my personality changing at the actual moment it occurred. That's never happened before, that I can recall.
I'm not afraid of anything anymore.