Oct 19, 2005 14:30
so we dont have school today *a cheer of a crowd sounds*
im listening to this masters of horrors cd on myspace featuring thursday,from autumn to ashes, rise against, scary kids, funeral for a friend, norma jean, andrew w.k, avenged sevenfold, everytime i die etc....
its pretty good idk im not found of a few bands on there especially mudvayne
so districs are tomarrow and im swimming the 500 free and 200 i.m i should make it pretty far in the 500 but the i.m is going to be tough
we have a shitty swim practice today its only like a half hour 1200 meters for tappering then after that im going with elissa to belles and then to get my panic! at the disco shirt from my friend eryca then we are renting a movie and im sleeping over elissas house....should be fun
we leave at like 5 tomarrow
im pretty nervous but i just cant wait to swim im really proud of the improvment ive made since last year
ive been thinking latly about my future and excepting the fact i may not make it into u.f. and im contemplating on whether or not to try for them im eligible for bright futures and everything but i still dont know if i can get into u.f. who knows
on a ending note i have also been thinking about how people are blinded by there hearts, especially when they are treated like shit by the person they "love" and get there hearts ripped out and instead of moving on they think they change and go back to only get their hearts ripped out even more.....maybe thats what love in teen age years is....i just hope SHE dosnt get hurt