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talked to my friend today, who I have trusted and relied on a lot recently, she has become a good friend. but today when she was talking, I could sense a lil arrogance and self indulgance, I only tried being nice to her in return of which I could only sense coldness(I think its too harsh on her, considring we were kidding, we always chat like that, saying innocuous degrading things to each other as a joke)but even then it can get anoying at times, where you waste so much of your energy saying such stupid things, which really in long term put doubts in your mind about the other person's " true" affection and integrity towards you. maybe I'm takin this all a lil too seriously, it def. feels a lot better to let it all out. may she had a bad day, or she may she assumed that I wouldnt' mind. well, whatever it was, I'm gonna see that it changes soon