irritated with myself
i'm tired and exasperated with myself. I want to be successfull and happy but I'm not willing to work hard. success comes with determination and desperation and I possess neither of those until now, I think by luck, or by destiny its gonna rain success and happiness while I'm holding my arms wide open. little do I know, how to make best use of my time and work my best in limited or ample opportunities. c'mon, chalk out your progress and growth, monitor your progress, if any, keep telling yourself to work hard, do not yeild in pressure, do not forget what you row is what you seap. nothing great is going to happen to you, just because you think you have been an exceptional son of god and blessed for everything good to happen to you. Most of all get out of the habit of being lazy, work hard at least for a few hours, exert yourself, and do not let the situation take commnad of you, but YOU DICTATE THE SITUATION WHAT YOU WANT OUT OF IT. okie, now read it all over again, and IMPLEMENT.