i spent days and nights in my bedroom trying to write the perfect song to sing to you.

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i'll never forget the feeling i got when we were driving into the city at midnight the other day. how peaceful it was. the lights, the stars, the water, the skyline. it seemed so beautiful to me. it made me think of the millions of people scurrying in that city on their way to do something. i wondered what they were going to do. in a world of billions of people, i felt like i didn't really matter. that compared to all this, i'm not much of anything really. i stood so small standing next to a world so huge. i liked that feeling. the world is so vast and i like it that way. more opportunity to actually matter. i hope i make sense.

tonight i'm going to hang out with bury your dead. i lost my enthusiasm about this.