[My Name + His Voice, Takaki X Yamada]
Title: My Name + His Voice
Author: supot
Pairing: Takaki Yuya X Yamada Ryosuke
Rating: PG - 15 (for some hints of sex and usage of words.)
Genre: Romance/ Angst
A/N: The titles are getting more random but... Please bear with it. I can't really think of anything good. So, this is the sequel to THIS FIC. [SHADOW; SILENCE] (Sort of) and... that's pretty much it. But it's not so bad too, you don't have to read the first one first, I think? Anyways, I rushed this so many many many many mistakes and rushed parts are OBVIOUS. I don't like to make you wait anymore so... I rushed :D. Hahah. School is about to start again so I wanna make my days productive so it kind of turned out like this. Hahah. This is supposed to be chaptered. I've made the remaining parts shorter... so it can fit and I've written this long long time ago so... Yeah. Anyways, this is totally the end of it, I hope you don't find the ending too rushed and unclear. Please tell me anything about it. Requests, Suggestions, Corrections and Everything are LOVED :D Hope you like it.
POV: YAMADA'S
When did I seriously start loving this guy so much?
“Ryousuke…” With the gentleness of his touch, I drown. This pure feeling of pain and pleasure always kills me but I don’t want to let go. “Ryousuke, look at me.” I feel his hand on my cheek, one of them wipes the tear that has formed in my eyes as he let me meet his eyes. And I nod.
Takaki Yuya is the only person I’ve fallen in love with. I admit that there’s a part of me that regrets it. Takaki-san is too much for me to handle. Every single day, he makes me fall for him. And it’s so unfair. I think he’s the one who needs to be more in love than I am since he’s older. And look, who’s the one who’s leading the way.
We’ve been living with each other for almost 2 months now. I am used to living alone but…
Takaki-san is…
“Good morning, Ryousuke.”
A freaking perfect living creature from heaven.
Those perfect strokes of his hair that sparkles with the sunlight, his perfect eyes twinkling under those pretty long lashes, his manly collar bones. Takaki-san is so unfair.
“Good morning.” My day starts with his smile.
“Get up, we’ve got a lot to do.” And I am about to get up but Takaki-san’s lips lands on my forehead before I can even move.
Takaki-san loves to make surprises.
“What’s with you?” But I always show annoyance. It just comes out naturally because I feel so happy, I get embarrassed. There’s always a fluffy thing in my stomach whenever he touches me. “What if you hurt your lips?”
“It’ll heal up soon. Especially when Ryousuke will kiss it.” He smiles ever so lovingly, I might start drooling. Everything he says seriously makes my heartbeat crazy.
As I stand up, he watches me with a smile and I can’t help it but to smile too. “You’re drooling. Don’t watch me so much.” Because he looks like he’s really contented by just seeing me, I feel so secured. He always watches me with those eyes that can melt me instantly.
“Oh, really?” Then he’ll mess up my messy hair. “Come on.”
I’ve worked as a prostitute since I was 13. I still don’t know why but it’s the usual story, my parents left me so my life is miserable but now, Takaki-san gives me happiness, he’s paying up for it.
Even though at first, he has also become my costumer, I didn’t look at it like that ever.
He’s in pain when I first saw him. I can still remember him taking a tablet for cold. His hair is in a total mess but he still looks stunning. He doesn’t see me unless I speak out. From time to time, he slowly starts to break apart. I get worried for no reason so I stayed with him. I get scared when he cried, I don‘t know what happened to him but I just… say things that somehow, hurt his feeling even more.
I have the strong feeling that I should protect this person, I feel responsible for saying the things that I can’t even determine which out of all of that is it.
And sure having a sex with another guy and being the one who getting spread- is annoyingly painful. I have few guy clients before but I can’t remember having that kind of sex with them. They’re all pedophiles and they want to satisfy themselves in weirdest ways they can. I get good pay so I just get on with it, besides; I always do it my way. So when it comes to Takaki-san, I’ve lost my control and we did that. I love money so much and yet, I start to love Takaki-san even more.
So even though I’m a sexually active person since I was 13, I still consider it as my first time. I hate girls because they always think of their selves the most, they aren’t attractive at all. Takaki-san is the only person I feel attracted to.
“How’s school?” He’ll ask me as soon as I get home. I’ve memorized his actions and words.
“Fine.” I know that he already knows that answer but he just wants to ask. Then follows-
“Have you eaten?”
I nod.
“How about you? Aren’t you tired? I told you not to wait for me.” Takaki-san works as a model, he doesn’t always require going to work but sometimes, he requires staying there for three days or so. He earns for the rent, for the two of us.
“All I want is to see Ryousuke always, I can’t go to sleep.”
That cute old man makes me fall in love in some sort of odd way.
“Stupid old man.” This time, I won’t be able to hold back so I’ll chuckle and come closer to kiss his cheek.
“Hey. Hey.” When I’ll try to move away, he’ll pull me closer and we’ll end up cuddling on the couch for a while. “So you’ve eaten on your way?” Then there’s a hand on my uniform’s button.
One thing I love about him the most is Takaki-san gives me the feeling that he doesn’t want me to leave him.
“Haah, Don’t do it so roughly!” I like it when he doesn’t listen.
“Ryosuke.” He always just keeps on mumbling my name without knowing how much his it drives me insane. I just love the way he pronounces my name.
“Old man, I told you-“
He doesn’t listen.
Then he’ll completely melt me with his warmth. That ends my day.
When I wake up, he’s humming a melody. A sweet yet sad melody, it makes me want to embrace him ever so tightly but I don’t want him to find out that I’m awake. I want to watch him more.
His voice is too soft.
“I want to go to college.” I mutter.
He stops singing. There’s a pause before he looks at my eyes.
“Okay, then.”
“Really?”
“Yeah.”
“Yuya.” I’ve always wanted to call him by his name.
Takaki-san is a crybaby. He gets emotional for the silliest things in the world so he cries.
“Oh, and please wash the dishes for me.” I become so busy.
I never thought that going to university means this.
“Sure. Go ahead, you’re late!” But Takaki-san’s face always makes me happy.
University costs a lot. Takaki-san is the one who earns money for the two of us and because of it; he has also become so busy. He accepts many offers one at a time so his schedule is really packed too. I often see him home now. He tells me that he just doesn’t want to decline offers anymore since we both should work hard but I know he’s just doing it for me.
Since then, he has lost weight and become more popular than ever. It seems pretty childish for me but I get jealous when other girls flail for him. Since then, things start to change, I feel like Takaki-san is getting tired of taking care of me. I dread for the moment that-- Takaki-san might leave me.
“I’m home.” Uni is very tiring too.
No one’s home, I know.
The dishes aren’t washed. It seems like Takaki-san needed to go as soon as I left and he forgot to do it.
I understand that he hasn’t been home for a week. It’s always so usual.
I do miss him. I always miss him.
And it has been a month since he came home, I think my brain isn’t functioning right anymore.
I don’t remember when I seriously learned to cry this easily.
I never lose the feeling that he’ll seriously come back, I want to hold onto that hope to be able to go on. If I don't, I'll die and there'll be no Takaki Yuya to die with me like we promised.
And he comes back after 5 months. No calls, no emails.
“I’m back.” But I still can’t hate this person. “You miss me?” He smiles at the dumbfounded me and I just nod.
I want him to see that I’m mad, somehow. Because I should be mad.
“I miss you too. What’s for dinner? I can smell Ryousuke’s soup.” But I miss his face so badly I seriously want to strangle him.
We eat; I can see that he’s just acting normally about it.
“So, where have you gone to?”
“We visited many different parts of the world and they asked me if I can act in a movie. Ryousuke, that is just awesome, right? We’ll have money for out wants now. We can even go to a vacation.”
Every plan is indeed happy to hear about but what if, he left just like that again. What if, one day, he doesn’t really come back? What am I supposed to do?
Before I even really start crying before him, I excuse myself and tell him that I want to eat some ice cream. Since he's acting so normal about it, I'll act like that too.
“Stupid cranky old man! As if he doesn’t know that it hurts.” I bend my annoyance to the tree beside a waiting shed. “I was…” After another kick, my energy completely fades out and my butt kisses the slightly wet pavement.
“I was so scared.” Then, even though I don’t want to, tears interrupt me. I can feel the pain in my chest stinging and it’s like I’m going to break apart.
“What are you doing here?” I hear his voice. I hate hearing it at times like these because I might just totally give in. I know how he can completely control my whole being.
I shake my head, trying to hide my face from him.
“Are you mad at me?”
I don’t respond.
“Why are you like this? Tell me so I will know.”
“Just leave me alone for now.” I mumble. I hear him sigh before totally walking away. I get even more scared, his footsteps are fading. He's leaving me again.
Why does he keep leaving?
“Yuya…” Before I know it, I’m now clutching on his sleeves. “Yuya… I…” I can’t just come to hate this person.
He looks back at me, eyes dead.
“Don’t leave me.”
What am I doing?
“I won’t leave.” He says softly.
“Just… don’t leave me anymore.”
Seriously.
“I’m sorry.” He wraps his arms around my waist and buries his face on my shoulder. “I don’t want to do this. I’m so, so sorry.”
I'm so indecisive when it comes to him. I don't want this.
“Why do you keep leaving? If I tell you to leave, you shouldn’t leave!” I throw a lifeless thump on his shoulder.
I don’t know what I felt when I see him after that 5 months. It’s a mixture of unknown emotions I can’t get to understand no matter what. But out of all those feelings, one stands out.
“I miss you so much.” He said it.
“Thank you.” Even how many times he hurt me. Even if he leaves me for how long. I still owe him. Just by having me by his side once is too much.
“Can you please say my name again?” That funny request makes my heart beat wild again. Then, I've completely been healed by his words.
The feelings are home. My heart isn’t cold anymore.“Yuya…”
“Again.” He says and I bury my face on his chest more. I miss his scent. I miss him, really, really, really.
“Yuya…”
“Ryousuke, If I leave you again… Just stop me like this.” He says. “Then, I'll never be able to go.”
“Yuya…”
“Hug tighter.”
“Why… didn’t you tell me about this?” I ask. “If you’re to go away, just let me know so I don’t worry. Just a call from you is enough!”
“I know I won’t be able to go if I tell you.”
“Geez, I won’t stop you if it’s for us-“
“No. I won’t be able to stop myself from wanting you to stop me.”Yuya is the wierdest person ever.
“What the-“
“I don’t want to go.” Takaki-san’s voice really drives me insane.
“You don’t have to go.”I still love him this much after that 5 months of trying to hate him as much as I can.
“I…” His sniff is one sign that he has stopped crying. “Want to marry Ryousuke.”
“You make me laugh.”
“It’s my dream to marry the one I love before I turn 25 so… I will marry Ryousuke.” I can almost see him smiling because of the sound of his voice.
“Japan doesn’t- Wait, are you again insisting that I’m a girl? I told you to-“ He pulls out from the hug and I see his smiling face. That’s all I want now. “cut that out…” My heart beat is getting wilder. This is bad, why is it always getting worse? What if it just suddenly stop beating?
“I will marry Ryousuke only.”
I just smile at him. “Stop it. I'm okay now.”
“I will marry Ryousuke because he’s the one I love.” He then bends one of his knee. Oh, good this is funny but I’m getting nervous. Takaki-san sure knows how to surprise me.
“Stop that, you’ll get-“
“So marry me… Ryousuke.” Then he pulls out a ring from his pocket.
Oh, buying that ring for a prank is… not a joke anymore.
It’s not funny, Takaki-san.
“How…” This Ryousuke here is soon going to die because of you.
“Please marry me.” Then like a prince, Takaki-san grabs my hand and kisses it gently. “Let’s go somewhere where they’ll allow us to get married.” Takaki-san is too much, I can't describe him in words. I've discovered that these feelings really do exist. The feeling is too big for my heart, it might explode.
Takaki-san is so unfair.
“Where-“ The tears are back, I can feel them.
“I had planned everything during the whole trip. And all I need is my Ryousuke to say ‘I do’.” He smiles more.
Takaki-san is always so unfair.
“Old man… Stupid… cranky… stupid-“Due from too much tears, I can’t speak properly so I just nod.
I’m weird… I’m too happy.
“You are always crying.” Takaki-san is sliding the ring on my finger; I love the ring’s feeling on my skin.
“I.... nervous…” Crap, what’s with me? "Old man, I really really hate you for this."
“Kiss me, Ryosuke.”
I just nod.
We can’t kiss properly because of me so we just hug each other tightly for a while. It takes hours for me to stop myself from crying though.
Takaki-san is…
“Good morning, Ryousuke.”
A freaking perfect living creature from heaven.
Those perfect strokes of his hair that sparkles with the sunlight, his perfect eyes twinkling under those pretty long lashes, his manly collar bones. Takaki-san is so unfair.
“Good morning.” My day starts with his smile.
Takaki Yuya is the only person I’ve fallen in love with. I admit that there’s a part of me that regrets it. Takaki-san is too much for me to handle. Every single day, he makes me fall for him. And it’s so unfair. I think he’s the one who needs to be more in love than I am since he’s older. And look, who’s the one who’s leading the way.
But I admit that I can’t really hate him. Because…
Takaki-san is a crybaby.
And I just love the way he pronounces my name.
He’s also a real professional romanticist.
I love everything about him.
Takaki-san is truly amazing.
Takaki-san is…
“Get up, we’re going to get married.” I can feel his lips landing on mine before I can even move.
Takaki-san is mine.
I can’t really grasp on the situation but…
Takaki-san is really, really mine.
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FIN! OHMYGAD, I SERIOUSLY FINISHED IT! YAAAAAAAAAAY~! Thanks for reading up to here. I only want to give you happiness. :DD Those who requested for the sequel, here is it! Please love it. Haay, everyone please just kill me for rushing this so much. Anyways, I really, really tried my best for this. This is unbeta-ed...so the mistakes is yeah.
Author: supot
Pairing: Takaki Yuya X Yamada Ryosuke
Rating: PG - 15 (for some hints of sex and usage of words.)
Genre: Romance/ Angst
A/N: The titles are getting more random but... Please bear with it. I can't really think of anything good. So, this is the sequel to THIS FIC. [SHADOW; SILENCE] (Sort of) and... that's pretty much it. But it's not so bad too, you don't have to read the first one first, I think? Anyways, I rushed this so many many many many mistakes and rushed parts are OBVIOUS. I don't like to make you wait anymore so... I rushed :D. Hahah. School is about to start again so I wanna make my days productive so it kind of turned out like this. Hahah. This is supposed to be chaptered. I've made the remaining parts shorter... so it can fit and I've written this long long time ago so... Yeah. Anyways, this is totally the end of it, I hope you don't find the ending too rushed and unclear. Please tell me anything about it. Requests, Suggestions, Corrections and Everything are LOVED :D Hope you like it.
POV: YAMADA'S
When did I seriously start loving this guy so much?
“Ryousuke…” With the gentleness of his touch, I drown. This pure feeling of pain and pleasure always kills me but I don’t want to let go. “Ryousuke, look at me.” I feel his hand on my cheek, one of them wipes the tear that has formed in my eyes as he let me meet his eyes. And I nod.
Takaki Yuya is the only person I’ve fallen in love with. I admit that there’s a part of me that regrets it. Takaki-san is too much for me to handle. Every single day, he makes me fall for him. And it’s so unfair. I think he’s the one who needs to be more in love than I am since he’s older. And look, who’s the one who’s leading the way.
We’ve been living with each other for almost 2 months now. I am used to living alone but…
Takaki-san is…
“Good morning, Ryousuke.”
A freaking perfect living creature from heaven.
Those perfect strokes of his hair that sparkles with the sunlight, his perfect eyes twinkling under those pretty long lashes, his manly collar bones. Takaki-san is so unfair.
“Good morning.” My day starts with his smile.
“Get up, we’ve got a lot to do.” And I am about to get up but Takaki-san’s lips lands on my forehead before I can even move.
Takaki-san loves to make surprises.
“What’s with you?” But I always show annoyance. It just comes out naturally because I feel so happy, I get embarrassed. There’s always a fluffy thing in my stomach whenever he touches me. “What if you hurt your lips?”
“It’ll heal up soon. Especially when Ryousuke will kiss it.” He smiles ever so lovingly, I might start drooling. Everything he says seriously makes my heartbeat crazy.
As I stand up, he watches me with a smile and I can’t help it but to smile too. “You’re drooling. Don’t watch me so much.” Because he looks like he’s really contented by just seeing me, I feel so secured. He always watches me with those eyes that can melt me instantly.
“Oh, really?” Then he’ll mess up my messy hair. “Come on.”
I’ve worked as a prostitute since I was 13. I still don’t know why but it’s the usual story, my parents left me so my life is miserable but now, Takaki-san gives me happiness, he’s paying up for it.
Even though at first, he has also become my costumer, I didn’t look at it like that ever.
He’s in pain when I first saw him. I can still remember him taking a tablet for cold. His hair is in a total mess but he still looks stunning. He doesn’t see me unless I speak out. From time to time, he slowly starts to break apart. I get worried for no reason so I stayed with him. I get scared when he cried, I don‘t know what happened to him but I just… say things that somehow, hurt his feeling even more.
I have the strong feeling that I should protect this person, I feel responsible for saying the things that I can’t even determine which out of all of that is it.
And sure having a sex with another guy and being the one who getting spread- is annoyingly painful. I have few guy clients before but I can’t remember having that kind of sex with them. They’re all pedophiles and they want to satisfy themselves in weirdest ways they can. I get good pay so I just get on with it, besides; I always do it my way. So when it comes to Takaki-san, I’ve lost my control and we did that. I love money so much and yet, I start to love Takaki-san even more.
So even though I’m a sexually active person since I was 13, I still consider it as my first time. I hate girls because they always think of their selves the most, they aren’t attractive at all. Takaki-san is the only person I feel attracted to.
“How’s school?” He’ll ask me as soon as I get home. I’ve memorized his actions and words.
“Fine.” I know that he already knows that answer but he just wants to ask. Then follows-
“Have you eaten?”
I nod.
“How about you? Aren’t you tired? I told you not to wait for me.” Takaki-san works as a model, he doesn’t always require going to work but sometimes, he requires staying there for three days or so. He earns for the rent, for the two of us.
“All I want is to see Ryousuke always, I can’t go to sleep.”
That cute old man makes me fall in love in some sort of odd way.
“Stupid old man.” This time, I won’t be able to hold back so I’ll chuckle and come closer to kiss his cheek.
“Hey. Hey.” When I’ll try to move away, he’ll pull me closer and we’ll end up cuddling on the couch for a while. “So you’ve eaten on your way?” Then there’s a hand on my uniform’s button.
One thing I love about him the most is Takaki-san gives me the feeling that he doesn’t want me to leave him.
“Haah, Don’t do it so roughly!” I like it when he doesn’t listen.
“Ryosuke.” He always just keeps on mumbling my name without knowing how much his it drives me insane. I just love the way he pronounces my name.
“Old man, I told you-“
He doesn’t listen.
Then he’ll completely melt me with his warmth. That ends my day.
When I wake up, he’s humming a melody. A sweet yet sad melody, it makes me want to embrace him ever so tightly but I don’t want him to find out that I’m awake. I want to watch him more.
His voice is too soft.
“I want to go to college.” I mutter.
He stops singing. There’s a pause before he looks at my eyes.
“Okay, then.”
“Really?”
“Yeah.”
“Yuya.” I’ve always wanted to call him by his name.
Takaki-san is a crybaby. He gets emotional for the silliest things in the world so he cries.
“Oh, and please wash the dishes for me.” I become so busy.
I never thought that going to university means this.
“Sure. Go ahead, you’re late!” But Takaki-san’s face always makes me happy.
University costs a lot. Takaki-san is the one who earns money for the two of us and because of it; he has also become so busy. He accepts many offers one at a time so his schedule is really packed too. I often see him home now. He tells me that he just doesn’t want to decline offers anymore since we both should work hard but I know he’s just doing it for me.
Since then, he has lost weight and become more popular than ever. It seems pretty childish for me but I get jealous when other girls flail for him. Since then, things start to change, I feel like Takaki-san is getting tired of taking care of me. I dread for the moment that-- Takaki-san might leave me.
“I’m home.” Uni is very tiring too.
No one’s home, I know.
The dishes aren’t washed. It seems like Takaki-san needed to go as soon as I left and he forgot to do it.
I understand that he hasn’t been home for a week. It’s always so usual.
I do miss him. I always miss him.
And it has been a month since he came home, I think my brain isn’t functioning right anymore.
I don’t remember when I seriously learned to cry this easily.
I never lose the feeling that he’ll seriously come back, I want to hold onto that hope to be able to go on. If I don't, I'll die and there'll be no Takaki Yuya to die with me like we promised.
And he comes back after 5 months. No calls, no emails.
“I’m back.” But I still can’t hate this person. “You miss me?” He smiles at the dumbfounded me and I just nod.
I want him to see that I’m mad, somehow. Because I should be mad.
“I miss you too. What’s for dinner? I can smell Ryousuke’s soup.” But I miss his face so badly I seriously want to strangle him.
We eat; I can see that he’s just acting normally about it.
“So, where have you gone to?”
“We visited many different parts of the world and they asked me if I can act in a movie. Ryousuke, that is just awesome, right? We’ll have money for out wants now. We can even go to a vacation.”
Every plan is indeed happy to hear about but what if, he left just like that again. What if, one day, he doesn’t really come back? What am I supposed to do?
Before I even really start crying before him, I excuse myself and tell him that I want to eat some ice cream. Since he's acting so normal about it, I'll act like that too.
“Stupid cranky old man! As if he doesn’t know that it hurts.” I bend my annoyance to the tree beside a waiting shed. “I was…” After another kick, my energy completely fades out and my butt kisses the slightly wet pavement.
“I was so scared.” Then, even though I don’t want to, tears interrupt me. I can feel the pain in my chest stinging and it’s like I’m going to break apart.
“What are you doing here?” I hear his voice. I hate hearing it at times like these because I might just totally give in. I know how he can completely control my whole being.
I shake my head, trying to hide my face from him.
“Are you mad at me?”
I don’t respond.
“Why are you like this? Tell me so I will know.”
“Just leave me alone for now.” I mumble. I hear him sigh before totally walking away. I get even more scared, his footsteps are fading. He's leaving me again.
Why does he keep leaving?
“Yuya…” Before I know it, I’m now clutching on his sleeves. “Yuya… I…” I can’t just come to hate this person.
He looks back at me, eyes dead.
“Don’t leave me.”
What am I doing?
“I won’t leave.” He says softly.
“Just… don’t leave me anymore.”
Seriously.
“I’m sorry.” He wraps his arms around my waist and buries his face on my shoulder. “I don’t want to do this. I’m so, so sorry.”
I'm so indecisive when it comes to him. I don't want this.
“Why do you keep leaving? If I tell you to leave, you shouldn’t leave!” I throw a lifeless thump on his shoulder.
I don’t know what I felt when I see him after that 5 months. It’s a mixture of unknown emotions I can’t get to understand no matter what. But out of all those feelings, one stands out.
“I miss you so much.” He said it.
“Thank you.” Even how many times he hurt me. Even if he leaves me for how long. I still owe him. Just by having me by his side once is too much.
“Can you please say my name again?” That funny request makes my heart beat wild again. Then, I've completely been healed by his words.
The feelings are home. My heart isn’t cold anymore.“Yuya…”
“Again.” He says and I bury my face on his chest more. I miss his scent. I miss him, really, really, really.
“Yuya…”
“Ryousuke, If I leave you again… Just stop me like this.” He says. “Then, I'll never be able to go.”
“Yuya…”
“Hug tighter.”
“Why… didn’t you tell me about this?” I ask. “If you’re to go away, just let me know so I don’t worry. Just a call from you is enough!”
“I know I won’t be able to go if I tell you.”
“Geez, I won’t stop you if it’s for us-“
“No. I won’t be able to stop myself from wanting you to stop me.”Yuya is the wierdest person ever.
“What the-“
“I don’t want to go.” Takaki-san’s voice really drives me insane.
“You don’t have to go.”I still love him this much after that 5 months of trying to hate him as much as I can.
“I…” His sniff is one sign that he has stopped crying. “Want to marry Ryousuke.”
“You make me laugh.”
“It’s my dream to marry the one I love before I turn 25 so… I will marry Ryousuke.” I can almost see him smiling because of the sound of his voice.
“Japan doesn’t- Wait, are you again insisting that I’m a girl? I told you to-“ He pulls out from the hug and I see his smiling face. That’s all I want now. “cut that out…” My heart beat is getting wilder. This is bad, why is it always getting worse? What if it just suddenly stop beating?
“I will marry Ryousuke only.”
I just smile at him. “Stop it. I'm okay now.”
“I will marry Ryousuke because he’s the one I love.” He then bends one of his knee. Oh, good this is funny but I’m getting nervous. Takaki-san sure knows how to surprise me.
“Stop that, you’ll get-“
“So marry me… Ryousuke.” Then he pulls out a ring from his pocket.
Oh, buying that ring for a prank is… not a joke anymore.
It’s not funny, Takaki-san.
“How…” This Ryousuke here is soon going to die because of you.
“Please marry me.” Then like a prince, Takaki-san grabs my hand and kisses it gently. “Let’s go somewhere where they’ll allow us to get married.” Takaki-san is too much, I can't describe him in words. I've discovered that these feelings really do exist. The feeling is too big for my heart, it might explode.
Takaki-san is so unfair.
“Where-“ The tears are back, I can feel them.
“I had planned everything during the whole trip. And all I need is my Ryousuke to say ‘I do’.” He smiles more.
Takaki-san is always so unfair.
“Old man… Stupid… cranky… stupid-“Due from too much tears, I can’t speak properly so I just nod.
I’m weird… I’m too happy.
“You are always crying.” Takaki-san is sliding the ring on my finger; I love the ring’s feeling on my skin.
“I.... nervous…” Crap, what’s with me? "Old man, I really really hate you for this."
“Kiss me, Ryosuke.”
I just nod.
We can’t kiss properly because of me so we just hug each other tightly for a while. It takes hours for me to stop myself from crying though.
Takaki-san is…
“Good morning, Ryousuke.”
A freaking perfect living creature from heaven.
Those perfect strokes of his hair that sparkles with the sunlight, his perfect eyes twinkling under those pretty long lashes, his manly collar bones. Takaki-san is so unfair.
“Good morning.” My day starts with his smile.
Takaki Yuya is the only person I’ve fallen in love with. I admit that there’s a part of me that regrets it. Takaki-san is too much for me to handle. Every single day, he makes me fall for him. And it’s so unfair. I think he’s the one who needs to be more in love than I am since he’s older. And look, who’s the one who’s leading the way.
But I admit that I can’t really hate him. Because…
Takaki-san is a crybaby.
And I just love the way he pronounces my name.
He’s also a real professional romanticist.
I love everything about him.
Takaki-san is truly amazing.
Takaki-san is…
“Get up, we’re going to get married.” I can feel his lips landing on mine before I can even move.
Takaki-san is mine.
I can’t really grasp on the situation but…
Takaki-san is really, really mine.
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FIN! OHMYGAD, I SERIOUSLY FINISHED IT! YAAAAAAAAAAY~! Thanks for reading up to here. I only want to give you happiness. :DD Those who requested for the sequel, here is it! Please love it. Haay, everyone please just kill me for rushing this so much. Anyways, I really, really tried my best for this. This is unbeta-ed...so the mistakes is yeah.