f'n christ!
so i'm officially the worst girlfriend ever... i didnt even fucking ask my girlfriend how her cat was after they went to the vet and there was a huge chance they were going to put down her cat.... i didnt ask because i didnt want to push her you know too much too soon i figured everyone would ask that i figured she would be so tired of hearing or she would just be adjusting to it and i didnt want to shock her.. instead that pissed her off that i didnt ask! FUCK im stupid and i spent the whole day worrying about her and she thought i didnt care! fuck! i hsould have asked i just thought for once id give her space! that i wouldnt crowd her...
I DO EVERYTHING WRONG!
I DO EVERYTHING WRONG!