i am a liar
and i am okay with that
now i realize that that sounds horrible but i mean you must come to terms with issues like that. Otherwise you get inner conflict and your fucked off the bat! so here is exactly what i mean when i say im a liar:
1) i lie sometimes when people ask how i am (ex to my parents),
2) i lie about who i am dating to my family (who really tells their parents?)&
3) i lie to myself when im pessimistic
so theres the skinny
Sidebar today nat got news that her cat has cancer and its a terribly sad time for her and me of course because something she loves it in pain and she is sad and that obviously makes me sad. But heres the thing she wont talk to me about it well im giving her space but i feel so empty without talking to her usually we talk about everything but right now its a void and all we have is silence. Is that a good thing or is not?