Princess In Pink?
I have spent the last few hours watching The Royal Wedding. As I am sure half of the world has done also. The first kiss on the balcony was kind of a let down, but then he kissed her again! He was so cute because he blushed after.
You know...I haven't been kissed in months. I have been single for over a year now. Very strange for me. Usually I breakup with a boy and then have a new one within weeks. But it's nice not to have to please someone all the time. Nice to just spend time on myself. I think over the last year I have learned a lot about myself. I will be thirty in a couple of weeks. I have eliminated a lot of people from my life. I understand now, to the fullest extent, that people are only out for themselves. When I think of some of my experiences over the last few years...It makes me sick when I re-evaluate how some people behave themselves. Now...don't get me wrong, I have made plenty of errors in my time too, so I am not pretending I am better than anyone. I'm just saying..well..I'm not sure what I am getting at really. I guess I'm just saying that most humans make me sick. And I am much happier with books, my sister, late night Walmart shopping sprees, fountain sodas from Circle K, my cigarettes, and watching reruns of Two and a Half Men and The Office.
But alas..there are times, like today, when I see a couple so in love, that I do miss the company and the adoration of another. I have plenty of love to give, it is just a matter of finding the right person to give it to. And I am getting to old to just waste it.
In honor of my 30th birthday, I think I will dye my hair pink. I used to rock the pink for years. But it was always very short, spiky, and pixie like. Now my hair is long, shoulder length, AND BLONDE! Haha..when I see people that I haven't seen in a long time they usually gasp and say, "OMG..your hair! I've never it seen it long...or blonde!" And since I am currently not working, and probably wont be for a while, it's the perfect time. Plus I am feeling a little old, and maybe having some sort of midlife crisis/depression. So..why the hell not dye it pink?
Time for this princess to go to bed. Or try to at least. I never sleep anymore. :\
You know...I haven't been kissed in months. I have been single for over a year now. Very strange for me. Usually I breakup with a boy and then have a new one within weeks. But it's nice not to have to please someone all the time. Nice to just spend time on myself. I think over the last year I have learned a lot about myself. I will be thirty in a couple of weeks. I have eliminated a lot of people from my life. I understand now, to the fullest extent, that people are only out for themselves. When I think of some of my experiences over the last few years...It makes me sick when I re-evaluate how some people behave themselves. Now...don't get me wrong, I have made plenty of errors in my time too, so I am not pretending I am better than anyone. I'm just saying..well..I'm not sure what I am getting at really. I guess I'm just saying that most humans make me sick. And I am much happier with books, my sister, late night Walmart shopping sprees, fountain sodas from Circle K, my cigarettes, and watching reruns of Two and a Half Men and The Office.
But alas..there are times, like today, when I see a couple so in love, that I do miss the company and the adoration of another. I have plenty of love to give, it is just a matter of finding the right person to give it to. And I am getting to old to just waste it.
In honor of my 30th birthday, I think I will dye my hair pink. I used to rock the pink for years. But it was always very short, spiky, and pixie like. Now my hair is long, shoulder length, AND BLONDE! Haha..when I see people that I haven't seen in a long time they usually gasp and say, "OMG..your hair! I've never it seen it long...or blonde!" And since I am currently not working, and probably wont be for a while, it's the perfect time. Plus I am feeling a little old, and maybe having some sort of midlife crisis/depression. So..why the hell not dye it pink?
Time for this princess to go to bed. Or try to at least. I never sleep anymore. :\