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i'm sorry for making you feel stupid. i'm sorry. i didn't understand. i didn't want to understand. i didn't want to believe that i could ever understand. i thought i was above it all. i thought i was above loving and wanting someone so much that you make sacrifices to keep them. you give yourself less than what you deserve. you settle, and your only reason is because you don't want to feel lonely again. you're scared and you don't want to go through anything alone. i get it. i do. i'm sorry. i'm sorry i have gained this knowledge. i am sorry i'm letting it happen. i'm sorry i thought it was easy. you deserve better, i deserve better. why are we still here?