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okay im there. im in the place again. we're dating, no, he's my boyfriend, no, i dont know what we are... but whatever it is it makes me feel like vomiting. what the hell? yeah, im not quite sure.
i'll take a shot at it. i dont want a boyfriend because i dont want to fall in love. i dont want to fall in love because i dont want to break up two years down the line and waste my time. i dont want to waste my time because i want to meet new people. i dont want to make decisions for my life based on any one else but me. i dont want to decide to go to college on the west coast because i am in love.
=scared
i'll take a shot at it. i dont want a boyfriend because i dont want to fall in love. i dont want to fall in love because i dont want to break up two years down the line and waste my time. i dont want to waste my time because i want to meet new people. i dont want to make decisions for my life based on any one else but me. i dont want to decide to go to college on the west coast because i am in love.
=scared