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so i was re-reading a bit of scrapped fic i stumbled across in my notebooks and realized that my writing has gone way downhill in recent times. which i attribute to lack of practice.
which i attribute to the fact that for eight years or so, i was constantly involved in roleplays, and now i have not written more than half a dozen posts in quite literally over a year.
on a very related note that no one will understand: fuck you, nicole.
i'd love to get involved in roleplaying again. the issue however - i dont have anyone to one on one with, and i have no idea where to find a decent site. lj rps kind of intimidate me because they're always these huge panfandom deals and probably the only character i feel familiar and comfortable enough with that would work in one of those is mr. h. and not to mention going into a roleplay where i dont know any of the other players scares the living bejeezus out of me :/ LOL INTERNET SHY WTF IS WRONG WITH ME.
i know i dont have reliable internet, but if i got involved in something, i'd be making more of an effort to go to the coffee shop or my mom's to use the internet more regularly.
man i dunno. i just kind of miss roleplaying. :/
long story short - BLAH BLAH BLAH WHINE WHINE WHINE PSY DESIRES HER OLD METHOD OF ESCAPISM.
which i attribute to the fact that for eight years or so, i was constantly involved in roleplays, and now i have not written more than half a dozen posts in quite literally over a year.
on a very related note that no one will understand: fuck you, nicole.
i'd love to get involved in roleplaying again. the issue however - i dont have anyone to one on one with, and i have no idea where to find a decent site. lj rps kind of intimidate me because they're always these huge panfandom deals and probably the only character i feel familiar and comfortable enough with that would work in one of those is mr. h. and not to mention going into a roleplay where i dont know any of the other players scares the living bejeezus out of me :/ LOL INTERNET SHY WTF IS WRONG WITH ME.
i know i dont have reliable internet, but if i got involved in something, i'd be making more of an effort to go to the coffee shop or my mom's to use the internet more regularly.
man i dunno. i just kind of miss roleplaying. :/
long story short - BLAH BLAH BLAH WHINE WHINE WHINE PSY DESIRES HER OLD METHOD OF ESCAPISM.