total hate... total hate!
i do believe someone hates me fo sho.
i really dont know what the fuck i do, but i have an idea. this is where jealously comes into the picture again. everything used to be so awesome, this person was awesome, and still is. but it seems as though it is all my fault again when i do not hate this person, and i do not hold a grudge. i thought things were fine for a while, but there are signs that our friendship has totally gone down the drain. i guess this person really wants it this way. it makes me sick to think of another friendship going down the shitter, when this one wasn't as close but i felt i could tell this person a lot and that this person understood me, and i went to this person for help when i needed it, but it wasn't like that on both sides, i think i made more of our friendship than the other did.
i felt i should get that out. mmmhmm
okay well, this weekend i was shocked to find out that i would only get to see my love for about 7 hours but the best 7 hours of my entire summer. now he's gone again. tommorow i might go and visit him at disney with mrs. johnson but i dont know how well that will go considering i have no money and my mom is jealous. oohh. that damn word again.
i bought him a rose.
this weekend was pretty poopie. i just pretty much sat around until ron got home on saturday night, then in the morning i rode with him and david to film camp and hung out there for a while. david's a funny guy, he really is. ewww and disney food is pretty gross. & so are the girls there, hopefully david has fun picking up the girls there and ron has fun flirting with the french girl at the italian resturant that can't speak english. haha
i will miss him tons.
i love coldplay & le tigre
<3 Wendy
i really dont know what the fuck i do, but i have an idea. this is where jealously comes into the picture again. everything used to be so awesome, this person was awesome, and still is. but it seems as though it is all my fault again when i do not hate this person, and i do not hold a grudge. i thought things were fine for a while, but there are signs that our friendship has totally gone down the drain. i guess this person really wants it this way. it makes me sick to think of another friendship going down the shitter, when this one wasn't as close but i felt i could tell this person a lot and that this person understood me, and i went to this person for help when i needed it, but it wasn't like that on both sides, i think i made more of our friendship than the other did.
i felt i should get that out. mmmhmm
okay well, this weekend i was shocked to find out that i would only get to see my love for about 7 hours but the best 7 hours of my entire summer. now he's gone again. tommorow i might go and visit him at disney with mrs. johnson but i dont know how well that will go considering i have no money and my mom is jealous. oohh. that damn word again.
i bought him a rose.
this weekend was pretty poopie. i just pretty much sat around until ron got home on saturday night, then in the morning i rode with him and david to film camp and hung out there for a while. david's a funny guy, he really is. ewww and disney food is pretty gross. & so are the girls there, hopefully david has fun picking up the girls there and ron has fun flirting with the french girl at the italian resturant that can't speak english. haha
i will miss him tons.
i love coldplay & le tigre
<3 Wendy