ARGH!
I so damn frustrated right now.
I hate my mom, oops i mean parents. I hate ron for being away. I hate my damn computer. I hate my thoughts. I hate being a girl. I hate T.V. I hate work. I hate my dreams. I hate that all new bands fucking sound the same. I hate not having money. I hate not having a car. I hate people at work that are so fucking rich and talk about buying their kids nice cars and shit. I hate being jealous. i hate the weather for screwing up my plans for the one fucking day I'm with Ron. I hate that i have one fucking day with ron. i hate knowing i have to go to school and do summer reading. I hate my cellphone for not having everlasting minutes. I hate when my mom blames everything on me. I hate being like this.
i wish my mom could fucking get things right. get things back together, get a fucking job. Get the bills caught up. argh, get some friends, get out of the house. STOP YELLING AT ME!
yesterday... i saw an elephant in the clouds. it was comforting to know that Brittany was watching me. I know it was her. Rest In Peace darling.
i need to get away. now. soon.
xWendy
I hate my mom, oops i mean parents. I hate ron for being away. I hate my damn computer. I hate my thoughts. I hate being a girl. I hate T.V. I hate work. I hate my dreams. I hate that all new bands fucking sound the same. I hate not having money. I hate not having a car. I hate people at work that are so fucking rich and talk about buying their kids nice cars and shit. I hate being jealous. i hate the weather for screwing up my plans for the one fucking day I'm with Ron. I hate that i have one fucking day with ron. i hate knowing i have to go to school and do summer reading. I hate my cellphone for not having everlasting minutes. I hate when my mom blames everything on me. I hate being like this.
i wish my mom could fucking get things right. get things back together, get a fucking job. Get the bills caught up. argh, get some friends, get out of the house. STOP YELLING AT ME!
yesterday... i saw an elephant in the clouds. it was comforting to know that Brittany was watching me. I know it was her. Rest In Peace darling.
i need to get away. now. soon.
xWendy