beautiful day gone to waste
well, it looks like another weekend at home, alone.
i have to go through this for one more week.. then another. i get one day. one day with him.
then a week away, then a week with. then i go back to school and he wont be here again. damn, this summer has totally sucked.
i cannot believe summer is almost already over with. i have to save money to go clothes shopping for school. damn i dont want to go to school.
hmm tbs brings back the comfort of freshman year. oh just wonderful.
this fourth of july is going to be just like the rest, doing nothing. well the past years we would go to orlando to visit my aunt and uncle in lake mary. not this year, unless we go to the beach, which i highly doubt.
last night was spent working on my scrapbook, im pretty far along on my I am page. its really fun and it actually keeps my mind off of things. it reminds me of yearbook layouts. that reminds me i have to sell ads. blah. this year is going to be fun, but i will miss ally and nick a lot and i dont want new people coming in, it sucks because its like ruining our family i would say. i dont know, i think its gonna be fun bossing them around though, maybe it will be cool.
eh. i dont want to work today. its such a nice day outside, it actually looks like a summer day. why do i have to waste it being inside when i could be getting a tan and enjoying the summer. i dont want to grow up. im going to have to see this come a lot when i get a full time job, i get to waste beautiful days away. great.
well, i must work. adios!
xWendy
i have to go through this for one more week.. then another. i get one day. one day with him.
then a week away, then a week with. then i go back to school and he wont be here again. damn, this summer has totally sucked.
i cannot believe summer is almost already over with. i have to save money to go clothes shopping for school. damn i dont want to go to school.
hmm tbs brings back the comfort of freshman year. oh just wonderful.
this fourth of july is going to be just like the rest, doing nothing. well the past years we would go to orlando to visit my aunt and uncle in lake mary. not this year, unless we go to the beach, which i highly doubt.
last night was spent working on my scrapbook, im pretty far along on my I am page. its really fun and it actually keeps my mind off of things. it reminds me of yearbook layouts. that reminds me i have to sell ads. blah. this year is going to be fun, but i will miss ally and nick a lot and i dont want new people coming in, it sucks because its like ruining our family i would say. i dont know, i think its gonna be fun bossing them around though, maybe it will be cool.
eh. i dont want to work today. its such a nice day outside, it actually looks like a summer day. why do i have to waste it being inside when i could be getting a tan and enjoying the summer. i dont want to grow up. im going to have to see this come a lot when i get a full time job, i get to waste beautiful days away. great.
well, i must work. adios!
xWendy