cold water

[superwoman28]

lately it's been depressing inside.
and i don't have the answer as to why.
i'm not looking forward to the holidays anymore...
i don't want to be lonely.
i don't want to be in visalia.
i don't want to be in santa barbara.
i don't want to be anywhere where i think of him.

what i am to you
is not real
what i am to you
you do not need
what i am to you
is not what you mean to me

what i give to you
is just what i'm going through
this is nothing new
no it's just another phase
what i really need
is what makes me bleed...

am i the only one who feels the tears fall down?