it will end soon.
and again i find myself writing when times are bad...
but this time not everything is bad.
i went home this weekend to say goodbye (once and for all) to garrett.
i don't know when the next time i will talk to him will be.
it's really weird.
but i did have a great time with him and my family.
things are hard at home right now.
dad and mom aren't as happy as they should be.
we have to sell our house soon.
it's going to be weird not having a house to come home to.
i guess that means i won't ever be in visalia.
but who knows, that could be a good thing right?
josh is going to cal poly next year.
jenna is staying in sb with me hopefully.
although, i feel really guilty for not going home this summer.
my family needs me.
and i feel like i can't be there for them.
dad always says not to worry...
but it's really hard when i know he is worrying...
i wish i could make everything perfect.
but it's almost my birthday.
hopefully that will cheer me up.
as long as my mom doesn't make me feel guilty for not coming home.
school is almost out also.
finally some stress will be gone...
things are good in the house.
everyone is listening extremely well to my problems.
i'm glad i have such amazing friends to look out for me.
thanks guys.
i love you.