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I hate the quite car rides. It says loud and clear, "end of relationship". Its so yucky. Its always after an important event. Tonight wasnt played up to be an important meet my parents type of event but any time you meet someones parents for the first time it is important. I just realized I didnt even shake his parents hands. I was so nervous I just stood there like an idiot. Great first impression. Great last impression probably. Im back into that night shift slump of not having a life. I wish everything were going on at night, I dont know how to explain what I mean. I want Heather to move here really bad, I hope she isnt just saying that she will. I cant wait for our awesome little beach appt with art of our own on ever wall. I miss home. I cant shake this homesickness. I wish I were in Joes arms tonight. Ill never forget the night that he showed me the world the way I see it now.