talented at breathing, especially at exhaling
So it seems Russell and I have done some growing since we have been apart. We needed that, we needed to figure out some kind of direction. I hadn't even realized how far I have come until he pointed it out to me, then I smiled and acknowledged I had. It makes me feel better, it makes me feel like I am actually getting things accomplished. It seems like the end is never in sight, when really I have come so far.
I really need to be studying, but I can't get into the mood for studying. I've been doing laundry and listening to music. I even tried to cook some chicken and broccoli, but the chicken ended up not coming out like I planned. I keep putting on CD after CD knowing that I cant study with music on, and I find myself singing and putting around the house. I guess I'm just trying to enjoy the solitude of this empty house. I like it when I'm home alone, and know I will be home alone for quite a while.
Im down today, I miss my friends.
Why have I pushed some many people away.
I really need to be studying, but I can't get into the mood for studying. I've been doing laundry and listening to music. I even tried to cook some chicken and broccoli, but the chicken ended up not coming out like I planned. I keep putting on CD after CD knowing that I cant study with music on, and I find myself singing and putting around the house. I guess I'm just trying to enjoy the solitude of this empty house. I like it when I'm home alone, and know I will be home alone for quite a while.
Im down today, I miss my friends.
Why have I pushed some many people away.