Mar 01, 2005 19:32
I'm at emmas house!
So i'm pretty mad i hate how people need to get attention so bad or what ever that they would just want people to feel sorry for them. THey ruin it for the rest of the world. If someone you come acoss in the future thretens to commit suicide and you remeber a past expirance were the person just wanted attention how could you know wether that peson was telling the truth or not, in the end if they raelly do wind up killing themselves then you will feel bad because you didn't do anything about it but than if you do, do something about it and they than realize that, that will get them attention than this is rally a no win situation. Sorry that makes me mad (Olegounis this has nothing to do with you i swear) So school just depressing now i can't stand it i hate how the plays over i hate my sister. is it honelsty right to go and "mess aroung" with your sisters ex boyfriend i don't think so. She clams she would never hurt me but the fact that she would do it in the first place hurts me and its not like i can talk to her cuse she pulls this whole o i'm sorry and makes me feel all guilty and auhhhhhhh some people get it others are just what ever. sometimes it really makes you wonder who you can really trust in this world. so this friend came up to me today and was like " i have these friends and they make me feel like i don't matter and i have no meaning to them even when they say bye or whatever" so than i say i'm sorry and she continues " i have other friends and i can be with them but i can't stand to hurt my other friends i don't want to do what they did to me right back at them it just doesn't seem right" so if you have any suggestions for me i would greatly appriciate the help and so would my friend.I'm super neverouse for the auditions i'm auditioning on monday and i have to memorize a monolog! and theres only a cast of 20 and auhhh hi'm really nervouse. so many good people are trying out. like Brittany D. and amanda and all my sisters friends and my sister. well got to go watch american idol bbl loves to all mwa