A little bit of love goes a long way!
So my sister just ditched me and i feel great blah... the only really good thing thats happend this week is i got a cell phone lol if you want the # ask! so yea i feel betrayed in a way cuse i really did think i could trust julie but i guess i was wrong she told josh and now we are going to tell my parents later i think and i don't see the point cuse i'm not going to do it anymore and i feel horrible and i don't want my parents to know. to me it seems like there trying to ruin my life and make my parents miserable i knew i never should have trusted her. i know its because they care or whatever but it still hurts and its going to hurt my family even more now i'll constently be watched wont have any freedom and probly have to go back to the stupid counsler lady i mean we all have those bad weeks and hey i just handled mine in a way i shouldn't have hey i decided not to do it anymore and they should respect that and now i feel like i can trust no one i don't know i really really really thought i could trust julie and than she turned on me and that really hurts me. i dont know. did you know a pepsi with lemon and ice is really really good not one of the stupid pepsi twist but an acual lemon slice yum yum!! so nana and papa left today i was sad to see them go but i think i wouild have gone crazy if they were here any longer. Tomorrow aunt cheryl rachel and tam come i really dont want them to but i feel sorry since uncle jack died that they had there first christmas with out him but there so anoying and i hate it racheals a complete dits and tam well lets just say ADD auhh its horrible so they are here until the 29 and then i leave for montana on the 30 and get to be with my 15 cousins ranging in age from 6-20 and my aunts and uncles and other grandparents but hey its my family and i love them and i get to see ASHLEY!! whooo i love that girl. so i talked to my dad about spring break and i would like to go to disneyland but i doubt that will happen so i asked if that doesnt work could we see wat aunt kims doing and possibly could i go to idaho if thats ok and well he liked the idea and said we'll have to see wats going on when that time comes!!! lol i'm so exited i can't belive its almost the 2nd semester! wow thats cool high schools going by so so so so fast its amazing!!!! so email me to tell me how your christmas was!!! never forget that i love you my friends! i'll see you all in the year 2005 or maybe hopfully sooner! ttyl