What Now?
I am sittin here tryin to figure out wtf I did wrong to deserve all this. Seems like everytime I get things going the right way it all gets fucked up again. I guess im just a glutten for punishment or something, maybe a target?!
Jessi, you are so good to me and so perfect. I couldnt ask for a better person in my life. You complete me in ways I never knew and make me feel like even the worst days aren't bad as long as you are near. For this I thank you, you are the half that makes me whole and the superman I never knew I needed.
I don't know where to turn right now or what to do. I am sure it will all work itself out eventually, but right now everything seems so shattered...that's it I feel shattered. Why can't I cry? Why can't I feel? All I feel is a rage toward the bitch that calls herself my aunt. FUCK HER! I am not a bad father and I will never be anything like that sorry son of a bitch that raised me or the woman he married that I can barely call my mother. Is this how things will always be for me? Will it ever get better? Will I ever be sanctified for the wrongs I have committed?!
Jessi, you are so good to me and so perfect. I couldnt ask for a better person in my life. You complete me in ways I never knew and make me feel like even the worst days aren't bad as long as you are near. For this I thank you, you are the half that makes me whole and the superman I never knew I needed.
I don't know where to turn right now or what to do. I am sure it will all work itself out eventually, but right now everything seems so shattered...that's it I feel shattered. Why can't I cry? Why can't I feel? All I feel is a rage toward the bitch that calls herself my aunt. FUCK HER! I am not a bad father and I will never be anything like that sorry son of a bitch that raised me or the woman he married that I can barely call my mother. Is this how things will always be for me? Will it ever get better? Will I ever be sanctified for the wrongs I have committed?!