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so i went to this dinner party tonite, it was quite lovely and very grown up. i felt like a bit of a poser, haha, but hey, it's all good. anyway, while we were sitting around the table subject of Felicia came up and i found it amazing to hear how everybody reacted to the news. toya collapsed, dani pushed her sister and yelled 'you're f****** lying to me!', helen cried and took a bath, i pounded on my dad and went into a catatonic state...............chantal 'died inside'. i don't know why, i just found it amazing. we all cried and shared the good times and it was really good. i think i may have seen chantal in a new light actually. i mean, i've always liked her but she's just always been chantal. you know. just a person with no real depth to me because i don't know her well. an acquaintance. but now i don't feel like she's just a person. i'm glad.
i got my christmas present from helenor tonite. 'twas awesomelikeapossum. i got "The Phantom of the Opera", "A Tale of Two Cities", "The Coles Notes to 'A Tale of Two Cities'" and helen and i are gonna go see the premiere of "The Phantom of the Opera" on Monday. woot and huzzah. we also went cruisin' in the impala, haha, and went to see The Red House, which was actually frightening beyond words. anyways, i should jet. au revoir. p.s. i'm not really sure why my journal is centered.......