She's Got The Nerve To Say, She Wants To Fuck That Boy So Badly

[superstrcarwash]

What a fucking asshole bastard. He had a show tonight and didn't even invite / tell me about it. Fuck him . But, its not like I care. Yeah. Right. I hate HATE being this way about boys. It's getting to the point where I now feel kind of whiny and desperate even writing YET ANOTHER POST about it. But, FUCK , when do I get a FUCKING break? When does someone pine away for my FUCKING affection / admiration / attention? FUCK . And its all water off a ducks back to him. He just doesn't give a fuck . He says "your have to many insecurities about things" well NO FUCKING WAY. How the fuck am I supposed to be secure when I don't even know how far I can take this?

I need a hobby. I heard knitting is fun. Yeah, thats it. Knitting.

Anyhoo, thanks for the great MIND BENDING questions sorrysadlikeme. I will jump all over them, as soon as I can FOCUS for one damn minute.

Ok, enough drama for now. I might post later. Or not.