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Oct 27, 2005 13:40

So here is the deal… It’s a big deal really. For people who know my struggle for Christianity/ church you’ll be like knocked down…

I forgive my church.

I no longer feel bitter towards First Church Birmingham. I’m not thrilled to go to church there but I no longer absolutely refuse to go on Sundays. I mean I have way too much to be thankful for. Look where it got me today. I can think and believe for myself. I have met a family at choir camp, ccym, and the mission interns. How gracious of God to give me all of that. Not even mentioning the greatest gift he has given me… Sara. Honestly he gave me someone who loves me beyond anything I’ve ever felt from another human being. She is an amazing Christian, my supporter, my keeper of my earthly heart.

I truly feel like I’m a better follower of Christ and not sheep of a single group. Because of this whole experience of being “excommunicated” my church I now have everything a boy could want.

To heal others and yourself is to just love.
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