Apr 22, 2003 23:01
...but common sense knows that YOU'RE NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME.
i realy really need to get over this. i saw him at the mall today. i didn't get dirty looks, or the finger. i suppose that's progress.
i just hate it that he's mad at me. and that he doesn't want to be near me anymore. it makes me cry. man i'm just so whiney tonight.
i'll shutup.
i started at Lids today. it was cool i guess. harder than i thought, but i'll get used to it. i just wish some people didn't feel the need to make themselves look better all the time...
yes, i am depressed. i know it.
i wish i could feel better.
i WILL feel better.
all i want is someone to care about me and kiss me on the forehead...now is that too much to ask dammit?
haha, i'll really shutup this time.