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This entry was posted on my bffs journal, She's talking about me.I feel horrible....
"wow!! what can i say? my heart was badly bruised tonite!! guys dont ever really think before they talk do they? i mean its always the same problem comming up over and over again with everyone..yes i have an extreme low self esteem and there is a reason for that..when u are criticised from friends family and everyone else its kinda hard..whenever u go out and the ppl chooses ur friend over u and see's u as the "uglier" one its a lil hard.tonite his ass said "even though cameron and my brother says "briana" is way hotter i said fuck u!"like wtf?what makes u think i wanna hear that? i mean from him i always hear "it doesnt matter what u look like".then comments on "briana" all the time saying how beautiful, attractive and everything she is. i mean FUCK i already know that i hear it everywhere from everyone the last person i want to hear it from is the person i am with i mean WTF!!!! to future aquantainces YOU ARE NOT GOING TO GET WITH ME BY COMMENTING MY FRIEND!!!!! gosh!!! i mine as well kill myself i cant even look at myself in the mirror..........it's never gunna end and i will NEVER be able to accept it im going crazy "
Posted 5/6/2005 at 12:10 AM - email it
So I commented...
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allison. I understand how you feel about this "briana" situation. I used to be the same but remember what I said, when I said "just because someone else is pretty, it doesn't make you uglier or anything." I hear stuff similar to that from Isaiahs uncle... about other girls from time to time and though it did bother me, it doesn't anymore because I'm the coolest person in the world... haha jk. On the flip side though, you have nothing to worry about, Ur soooo cute!!!! I love the way you look, and so does most the guys we've met. Just cause they don't tell you, doesn't mean they don't tell me, trust me... and though it used to bother me, it doesn't anymore because U R PRETTY!!! and guys are going to think that. whether I want them to or not. They're not blind, u know? I wish you could feel about this situation as I do. I know the low self esteem is hard to get passed, But hey! you're a strong girl, you can break through that... YOU're like a brick...HoUsE!!!! hehe plus, everyone goes through that shit, feel good that you're blessed with great assets. You're not un-pretty at all. So be grateful.... I love you babe and I hope you feel better."
-JC
Posted 5/6/2005 at 10:42 AM by plainjanejones
"wow!! what can i say? my heart was badly bruised tonite!! guys dont ever really think before they talk do they? i mean its always the same problem comming up over and over again with everyone..yes i have an extreme low self esteem and there is a reason for that..when u are criticised from friends family and everyone else its kinda hard..whenever u go out and the ppl chooses ur friend over u and see's u as the "uglier" one its a lil hard.tonite his ass said "even though cameron and my brother says "briana" is way hotter i said fuck u!"like wtf?what makes u think i wanna hear that? i mean from him i always hear "it doesnt matter what u look like".then comments on "briana" all the time saying how beautiful, attractive and everything she is. i mean FUCK i already know that i hear it everywhere from everyone the last person i want to hear it from is the person i am with i mean WTF!!!! to future aquantainces YOU ARE NOT GOING TO GET WITH ME BY COMMENTING MY FRIEND!!!!! gosh!!! i mine as well kill myself i cant even look at myself in the mirror..........it's never gunna end and i will NEVER be able to accept it im going crazy "
Posted 5/6/2005 at 12:10 AM - email it
So I commented...
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1 Comment browse comments: « First | ‹ Previous
allison. I understand how you feel about this "briana" situation. I used to be the same but remember what I said, when I said "just because someone else is pretty, it doesn't make you uglier or anything." I hear stuff similar to that from Isaiahs uncle... about other girls from time to time and though it did bother me, it doesn't anymore because I'm the coolest person in the world... haha jk. On the flip side though, you have nothing to worry about, Ur soooo cute!!!! I love the way you look, and so does most the guys we've met. Just cause they don't tell you, doesn't mean they don't tell me, trust me... and though it used to bother me, it doesn't anymore because U R PRETTY!!! and guys are going to think that. whether I want them to or not. They're not blind, u know? I wish you could feel about this situation as I do. I know the low self esteem is hard to get passed, But hey! you're a strong girl, you can break through that... YOU're like a brick...HoUsE!!!! hehe plus, everyone goes through that shit, feel good that you're blessed with great assets. You're not un-pretty at all. So be grateful.... I love you babe and I hope you feel better."
-JC
Posted 5/6/2005 at 10:42 AM by plainjanejones