Nov 12, 2004 06:14
First a airhead ho-bag, now a lesbian drug addict, I wonder what else I can make the world believe.
A feeling just came over me...
I don't like it, I feel angry, and un-wanted.I don't like Rody, and I don't like Victor, me and justin went grocery shopping together with his family and we watched movies all day, then he tried to teach me how to skate. For the first time, I had a good experience with him.
Me and my club (DVA) did a last minute Float for the homecoming game and we placed, first year and everything.That was cool I guess.
-Fuck, why do I keep on losing everything! (literally)
Anyway, My birthday party is coming up soon , so i'm super excited about that. So is my three day weekend trip to mountain high with my friends, we've got the hotel and ticket stuff all planned out already! yay...
things are getting a little too complicated for me. I find myself in situations where I just do not have the will power to say "no", my navy guy writes to me every day, so that's cool. I have a crush on some azn boy that I went to junior high with, so that's a little awkward.
The NAU hockey team checked in to my work (hotel) yesterday, 20 very, very hott boys. some of the guys wanted me to go drinking with them, and I said no.
I've been chilling with Kev, ben, Pauline, and Steve lately. I think a lot of my friends or either going anti - drugs 4 life, or total drug addicts, it's weird.
As for me, my new diet is throwing up and excessive drug use, like snorting methamphetamine.
haha jk.