Read it, I fuckin' dare ya
Fuck it all. I am so goddamn tired of bullshit. Why do people have to be such dicks. To start out, I'm really tired of people saying things of which they have no real knowledge, but purporting the rumors that they wish were true. If you read these, than you know who you are. I could be wrong, but hey, that's okay, because Im not sure if the things I hear are true or not. I am not a PUPPET! To anybody who says this, kiss my ass, If you had the nerve to confront me and see why you think this could be true, that you might have some basis to make your ignorant assumptions. Fuck off. I am tired of people treating me like I am just some stupid little kid to whom you can treat as you wish at the time, so don't. I love all of my friends, and if anybody ever accuses them of something which is not true, than I would defend them, as much as possible. What you people see as control, I see as a strong bond of friendship and experiences. To those of you who blow things off as if they have no meaning and approach every aspect of your life with an apathetic attitude, well, good riddance, you will never know what you have missed, or what you could have been a part of. You throw around the baseless accustations for the fun of it, do you have any idea of the things you are implying? Life is not a game where you are trying to score "1 ups" against people. Some shit has happened between people I know, and I am really fucking tired of some of them not being able to let go. Why do you feel the need to try to hurt people, especially when they are letting the world know about a joyous occasion in their life? WHY? Do you have nothing better to do, is there nothing in your life to cherish more than typing a cutting remark on someone's journal? You need to develop a sense of maturity and leave it alone. Just because you sleep around, does not mean that everybody else does too. Just because you hate the world does not mean that it is a communal feeling. You are not the image that the word was made in, you are not the basis to judge actions by, so quit! Everything is going so well for the people I love, but there are always others who are only happy when hurting others. That is the one thing that bothers me the most. How can you get pleasure out of trying to hurt someone? Really, what is wrong with you? I am referring to more than one person here, but the question remains the same. I don't understand the motivation, nor do I want to, I just wish that these people would go away.
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