Jun 30, 2004 14:10
It's stupid that something so minor can have such an impact.
A survey the one thing that sets me off after months of a placid
existence. Perhaps It's because you've documented it all, and I want to know
what "all" of it is. It's what drove me insane for almost a year, wondering if I was a fair trade, for someone you claimed to despise at the time.
What did you think when I didn't call, and stopped waiting for you?
What was the catalyst for it all?
I don't know, sometimes I do want to blame myself for the whole thing
because of where we are now. Everything seems fine, I just hope one day
I'll know the truth of what went on in your mind when everything went down.
Right now it's not a hindrance in our friendship, lets hope it doesn't turn out to be one later on.
But do you ever wonder?
17 like the dancing queen