Jun 17, 2004 23:06
So, tomorrow I have a doctor's appointment, not looking forward to it but it must be done. It's getting to that point again where i'm so petrified of everything, all systems shut down. Nothing gets done hence no applying for jobs, no making sure the fafsa gets turned in. No calling Juliana to ask to work the desk again. Haven't called friends or tried to arrange a poetry meeting. Haven't contacted the mentor for anything and i should ...since i need mentoring. it gets to the point when even minor things don't get done...eesh.. also having odd panic attacks about things that haven't happened and probably won't.
hopefully they'll get me on some decent meds so i can function at least for now...get things done.
My birthday is this weekend hurah! (I think)...
Saw Harry Potter today for the 4th time, god I truly love that film. I'm always so happy during that film, so in the moment. Saw it with ma soeur jolie, and I'm really glad she enjoyed it. I was worried about her not liking it, in some ways with Potter...she reminds me of the mentor.
Still no info on Lisa so I'm worried now.
knowing me,
the lost season