Dec 08, 2008 16:18
it has been a good eight months, yes a long time that is.. i still find myself stuck in my own shadow; unable to move on. i know i've been dwelling on the past which didn't make me any stronger.
i blame myself for all that had happened. and so?
i wish time could stand still. and so?
i pray things didn't turn out like it is now. and so?
people say time could/would heal but i beg to differ.
i have not recovered. i think of you still. i dream of you even. teach me how to cry it all out and move on. [if i can, that is]
i love you for who you are. i love you because the sight of you makes me smile. i love you because you wouldn't complain when i lay and numb your arms.
i love you because you make up my world. i love you because you make me lose my focus. i love you because you make me skip school. i love you because you spur me to do work.
my heart seems to beat.. only for you.