YEs HIT ME!
I love abuse. I crave it. I long for it..if it's anywhere. Let it be known I will find it! Please! Hit me! I love it. I have a sign on my head that says *beat me down* and if a certain amount of hours go by that, the sign, doesn't appear to be working. It flashes. With floresent lighting. SO that if ANYONE sees it. They will make sure to give extra abuse to make up for the time, they thought I may not have had it. But you know, all in one day..Is a little too much, maybe,when it's flashing..you could like just give me a little and save the rest for tomorrow?
I cried again today
a result of your victory
that said I would never be succesful.
That i would never have what i want.
because It's all up to me.
But I can't do it.
So I'll just do whatever you tell me to
i'll just be a nurse, not act like one, on TV
I'll just be in the coast guard.
I'll do whatever you want me to, what is "good for me"
what makes you happy.
Makes me happy.
It doesnt' matter what's inside.
use me as your mat,
How i love that.
Obviously, I keep comming back for more.
Like a boomarang. your little toy
You can throw as hard as you like,
every bit of anger you have
every bit of hurt, resentment
put it all into me, lace into it
THROW ME, I'll come back
Because i love being beaten
I don't know anything else
You're all I have.
I don't know any better
and i can't afford to loose you
I don't know anything else.
Do whatever you want to me
Just don't leave me.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I cried again today
a result of your victory
that said I would never be succesful.
That i would never have what i want.
because It's all up to me.
But I can't do it.
So I'll just do whatever you tell me to
i'll just be a nurse, not act like one, on TV
I'll just be in the coast guard.
I'll do whatever you want me to, what is "good for me"
what makes you happy.
Makes me happy.
It doesnt' matter what's inside.
use me as your mat,
How i love that.
Obviously, I keep comming back for more.
Like a boomarang. your little toy
You can throw as hard as you like,
every bit of anger you have
every bit of hurt, resentment
put it all into me, lace into it
THROW ME, I'll come back
Because i love being beaten
I don't know anything else
You're all I have.
I don't know any better
and i can't afford to loose you
I don't know anything else.
Do whatever you want to me
Just don't leave me.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!