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Wow, it's been awhile.
I made the high honor roll. Im attempting to be proud of myself.
Nat Disasters 7 A+
Spanish 57 A-
AP Psych 49 B+
Expos Writing 47 A-
Geography 39 A+
Algebra II 35 A+
So I work so hard to make money but when all is said and done i'm so incredibly broke.
I joined Bally Total Fitness and quit Weight Watchers. The gym is cheaper and it has both a diet plan and a place to work out (obviously) so it's better in the long run.
There are so many guys that I want to look like. I envy their muscular bodies and there perfect everything. I want to be able to wear tight shirts from the boys section and have my muscles popping out of them. There are so many girls that I want to look like. I envy their flawless hair and perfect shape. I want to be able to pierce my belly button and wear shirts that expose a little bit of my flat tummy.
I'm so sick of being fat and so gender-fucked.
Gay/Striaght alliance is going well, I guess. Except for the fact that no one listens or respects me? I'm so nice to them and treat them all fairly...but they'd rather listen to people who are mean about getting them to listen. I just dont understand. I think I try to hard. I just want to be great.
I'm still not sure if im going to homecoming. I am dateless. Surprise, surprise. Oh well, I suck.
I made the high honor roll. Im attempting to be proud of myself.
Nat Disasters 7 A+
Spanish 57 A-
AP Psych 49 B+
Expos Writing 47 A-
Geography 39 A+
Algebra II 35 A+
So I work so hard to make money but when all is said and done i'm so incredibly broke.
I joined Bally Total Fitness and quit Weight Watchers. The gym is cheaper and it has both a diet plan and a place to work out (obviously) so it's better in the long run.
There are so many guys that I want to look like. I envy their muscular bodies and there perfect everything. I want to be able to wear tight shirts from the boys section and have my muscles popping out of them. There are so many girls that I want to look like. I envy their flawless hair and perfect shape. I want to be able to pierce my belly button and wear shirts that expose a little bit of my flat tummy.
I'm so sick of being fat and so gender-fucked.
Gay/Striaght alliance is going well, I guess. Except for the fact that no one listens or respects me? I'm so nice to them and treat them all fairly...but they'd rather listen to people who are mean about getting them to listen. I just dont understand. I think I try to hard. I just want to be great.
I'm still not sure if im going to homecoming. I am dateless. Surprise, surprise. Oh well, I suck.