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Long time once again... I do this all the time.. i say im going to update alot and then i just like am like grrr who cares. but im going to TRY lol. sometimes I just get soo Busy!
so I am getting a second job, because they are taking too long getting me full time and I just hate martins really soo much right now that I do not care! Im going to waitress at night and on the weekends at a pizza place and nick is going to deliver on weekends for extra cash for our vacation this summer. :) Im excited were going to myrtle beach for a WHOLE week! the week of our 2 year :) im hoping part of the week will be somewhat romantic. God I love him and its what we need together a week away from here! I need to get my hair done again b4 then though.
IDK ive been in the dumps lately I think Im just stressed out... bills and all that.. thats why im getting a 2nd job, since i was promised money and havent gotten what i deserve so fuck it. im tired of waiting. :)
and I think ive been taking it out and testing nick because of it. not intentionally but I think that im finally realizing it.. IDK what id do without him, honestly.. i keep pushing him away by yelling at him all the time and being a bitch when i really honestly let myself believe that its all him? iDK IM MEAN!!! Im lucky he loves me. i guess.
on top of all the stress im sick :(
on the brighter note. I have tons of pics. :) im going to try and get nick to take some with me.. that prolly wont happen he says cameras capture ur soul hes a wierdo! LOL so heres a few... ill update more later... :)
hahaha my fake tattoo lol
idk if this pic is good but it looked hot when i did it lol. :)
thats all that matters right? anyways Im out i dont feel well.. ttyl! ill be back i promise.
k i hope this works.. lol :) *crosses fingers* and i added two more pics.. lol :) more to come later.. :)
so I am getting a second job, because they are taking too long getting me full time and I just hate martins really soo much right now that I do not care! Im going to waitress at night and on the weekends at a pizza place and nick is going to deliver on weekends for extra cash for our vacation this summer. :) Im excited were going to myrtle beach for a WHOLE week! the week of our 2 year :) im hoping part of the week will be somewhat romantic. God I love him and its what we need together a week away from here! I need to get my hair done again b4 then though.
IDK ive been in the dumps lately I think Im just stressed out... bills and all that.. thats why im getting a 2nd job, since i was promised money and havent gotten what i deserve so fuck it. im tired of waiting. :)
and I think ive been taking it out and testing nick because of it. not intentionally but I think that im finally realizing it.. IDK what id do without him, honestly.. i keep pushing him away by yelling at him all the time and being a bitch when i really honestly let myself believe that its all him? iDK IM MEAN!!! Im lucky he loves me. i guess.
on top of all the stress im sick :(
on the brighter note. I have tons of pics. :) im going to try and get nick to take some with me.. that prolly wont happen he says cameras capture ur soul hes a wierdo! LOL so heres a few... ill update more later... :)
hahaha my fake tattoo lol
idk if this pic is good but it looked hot when i did it lol. :)
thats all that matters right? anyways Im out i dont feel well.. ttyl! ill be back i promise.
k i hope this works.. lol :) *crosses fingers* and i added two more pics.. lol :) more to come later.. :)