Oct 09, 2004 14:48
Oh I am getting so impatient. I want my baby now! I want to kiss and hug her. And most of all put on a nice pair of jeans and feel good. I am so sick of having a belly. I dont know what fat people do all there lifes because if i was big like this i would be getting rid of it.
I am kinda scared tho, my baby is breech and i might have to have a cecerian and i hate anything that has to do with me getting cut open. I have never had anything done like this to my body. I always thought needles were bad but i guess that is the least of my worrys but if i have to do it for my lil baby then i will.
But other then that everything has been great. I've been really lazy latley tho. I dont have the energy for anything other then movies. Matt has been really good as well. Maybe he got the hint that he is going to be a daddy!