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I can't handle it anymore. I'm driving myself crazy. I miss talking every night about nothing in particular and going for long walks through the park and touching your skin and kissing your soft lips and watching the sun go down and playing board games and hanging out with our families and feeding the birds and driving two hours just to see you for a day or two a month and waking up next to you with my messy hair and morning breath but not caring. I miss feeling completely whole and happy when by your side, like nothing in the world could harm us. I want to grow old with you and have you tell me to hurry up because i'm going too slow and i want to nag on you about your driving and get drunk and have horrible crazy drunk sex and I want to hold your hand and give you back massages and I want to be the one that you come home to every night and I want to do nice things for you in hopes that you'll notice. I'm not asking for perfection..all I want is you. I have a broken heart.