Decisions Decisions....
Hello again journal..long time no write.
I'm in a predicament. It's kind of a long story, but to make it short...my mom's aunt died a few days ago. It's really really sad and everyone's having a hard time. We all loved her so much and she was so young. She really didn't deserve to go through all the pain she did. I hope she's in a better place now. RIP AUNT JOAN.
Her funeral is Saturday in South Lyon. I really want to go, but I've got to sing at Home Tour all day and then my show is that night. Ms. Petrich(the witch) made me feel bad earlier today about not being able to do Home Tour on Sunday because of my matinee. My parents in the beginning said it was fine I needed to do what I've been preparing for. I thought it was all settled. I wasn't going to be able to drive two hours up to south lyon, go to her funeral, and drive back to be in my show. Then when I got home tonight my parents asked me how Ms. Petrich took it when I told her I couldn't be there. I told them that she didn't cuz i didn't tell her. So now my parents want me to skip Home Tour and drive back down at 5 pm. to get to my show which starts at 8. I know the answer is easy. I should go to the funeral. That would be the nice thing. And I loved her so much. I cried for a long time yesterday thinking about her. But I also know that she would want me to be where I've been preparing to be. I've worked so hard, and either way i'm letting someone down. DAMN IT!! WHY ME??.............................. I have to go to that funeral i feel so bad and i want to show that i really did love her. I guess Ms. Petrich is just going to have to deal with it. I'm sorry to all of the Marshall Singers kids that I'm going to be letting down.
I'm in a predicament. It's kind of a long story, but to make it short...my mom's aunt died a few days ago. It's really really sad and everyone's having a hard time. We all loved her so much and she was so young. She really didn't deserve to go through all the pain she did. I hope she's in a better place now. RIP AUNT JOAN.
Her funeral is Saturday in South Lyon. I really want to go, but I've got to sing at Home Tour all day and then my show is that night. Ms. Petrich(the witch) made me feel bad earlier today about not being able to do Home Tour on Sunday because of my matinee. My parents in the beginning said it was fine I needed to do what I've been preparing for. I thought it was all settled. I wasn't going to be able to drive two hours up to south lyon, go to her funeral, and drive back to be in my show. Then when I got home tonight my parents asked me how Ms. Petrich took it when I told her I couldn't be there. I told them that she didn't cuz i didn't tell her. So now my parents want me to skip Home Tour and drive back down at 5 pm. to get to my show which starts at 8. I know the answer is easy. I should go to the funeral. That would be the nice thing. And I loved her so much. I cried for a long time yesterday thinking about her. But I also know that she would want me to be where I've been preparing to be. I've worked so hard, and either way i'm letting someone down. DAMN IT!! WHY ME??.............................. I have to go to that funeral i feel so bad and i want to show that i really did love her. I guess Ms. Petrich is just going to have to deal with it. I'm sorry to all of the Marshall Singers kids that I'm going to be letting down.