I'm back!!!
Well I'm back from the trip. It's nice to be home, but i'd rather be back in Mt. Pleasant with my matty.
The trip was a blast! I spent way too much money on food and had some good laughs with Mariah and Ashley. It kind of made me a little scared of growing up though. I guess the whole trip made me realize that i've spent my entire junior year hiding from getting older. I just need to suck it up and take responsibility. In one year i won't have my parents holding my hand through everything, i won't have teachers that extend deadlines and care about my success, i won't have a nice big house with food in the cupboards from my parents hard work, and i'm not gonna be able to have my parents just sign a late note to excuse my tardyness. I'm going to be living on my own, paying for everything out of my own pocket, and i'm going to have the choice to go to school..the teachers won't care whether i'm there or not, it's my life not theirs. My future is all in my hands right now.
I guess it's about time i became an adult. I'm scared as hell!
The trip was a blast! I spent way too much money on food and had some good laughs with Mariah and Ashley. It kind of made me a little scared of growing up though. I guess the whole trip made me realize that i've spent my entire junior year hiding from getting older. I just need to suck it up and take responsibility. In one year i won't have my parents holding my hand through everything, i won't have teachers that extend deadlines and care about my success, i won't have a nice big house with food in the cupboards from my parents hard work, and i'm not gonna be able to have my parents just sign a late note to excuse my tardyness. I'm going to be living on my own, paying for everything out of my own pocket, and i'm going to have the choice to go to school..the teachers won't care whether i'm there or not, it's my life not theirs. My future is all in my hands right now.
I guess it's about time i became an adult. I'm scared as hell!