ok .. so ive been thinking latley..
Ive been doing some long time thoughts lately..its been very emotional..but its something that me as a person had to do. I know im not perfect..im far from it.. and i know for a while i have not in my correct state of mind..and i know i have offended people..and some people do have some kind of authority not to be too happy with me..but i have been thinking that life seriously is way to short to hold on to grudges and hate people..and i am just soo sick of being unhapppy and i had no problem blaming it on anybody elsee..when really all i have to blame is myself. So, me as a person is gonna change. Im not saying its gonna happen over nite or in a week but gradually. My life is way to short. My first step is to forget about the past. Im not gonna apologize for some things in the past, cuz past is past as we all know. Just know, that im not particualry happy with how some of it had to go. So, now instead of worrying about stupid stuff that i shouldnt be worrying about anyways, im gonna look forward to tomowrrow and be thankful for the things i do have such as my family and my good freinds and welcome anyone who wants to get to know me or even start over! I had an open mind to everything and everyone not too long ago but then it when away, but slowly its gonna come back!
That is my promise.
That is my promise.