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I got this GREAT e-mail from my cousin. It made me smile, it made me cry, it made me laugh. It was one of the most touching e-mails ive ever gotten. It made me open up my eyes, and it also made me realize alot about life. It made me realize, highschool is highschool. things happen and everything happends for a reason. One day life might be one way, but the next day you wake up and everythings totally different, new friends, a new home, A NEW LIFE. Its so crazy how people change over such little time. People move on to better things, yet some people stay in the same town forever working at the same place they did in highschool, socalizing with the same people they did in grade school. Its the people like that that amaze me. How could people want that in life, everyone wants different things. Some people like life as it is when they are little, and thats all they will ever know. But personally i want to get out, i want change, i want to see different things I want to see different people. Like I said before I have goals, but i wont get anywhere staying in the same town not knowing anything but what i grew up with.
I also realized...In 10 years from now it doesn't matter what your hair looked like, what kind of jeans you wore or how awesome your makeup looked, all that matters is what you've learned and how you used it. Thats sooo true. Because it really doesn't matter what you looked like in highschool because that will get you nowhere.
And YES i say i'm over guys. BUT how many times have i said that in the last year?? at least 35084568 times. But no matter how many times i say that, its not true. There will ALWAYS be that one guy you wake up each morning for, do your hair for and take an hour and a half in the morning for. There will always be that one guy that will always have a place in your heart, and you spend most of your time thinking about. ** i know for a fact i won't ever be compleatly over him, i will love him no matter what...hes not the guy i should be spending my time thinking about. I need to find a guy who will notice my eyes first instead of the other things, a guy who will notice my smile or my personailty. I know those kinds of guys are pretty rare, and arn't usually the guys i would stop and look at. But who cares, who cares what people look like. Everyone is just wearing a costume right now on earth, but when you die, it all comes off, and it wont matter. All that should matter is how beautiful the persons heart is.
thats all i have to say today, Lydia keep your headup!! you know i love you and im here for you!
I HAVE SOOO many plans this weekend. Friday Im supposed to go to the game because its the last one. Then after theres a girls only sleepover..its going to be great..just like my sixth grade days..girly movies, popcorn, prankphone calls..just like the good old days..Saturday Jake is coming in town from Waco..and we are going to hang out, Stephen wants to hang out on saturday..and then I have a party im supposed to go to..Sunday Im supposed to go to 6 flags with Krystal, and Lydia wants to go watch the Grudge and Saw and wants to go to haunted houses...so i have nooo time for anything else..SORRY<3
Stephen IM OVER IT..lol
I also realized...In 10 years from now it doesn't matter what your hair looked like, what kind of jeans you wore or how awesome your makeup looked, all that matters is what you've learned and how you used it. Thats sooo true. Because it really doesn't matter what you looked like in highschool because that will get you nowhere.
And YES i say i'm over guys. BUT how many times have i said that in the last year?? at least 35084568 times. But no matter how many times i say that, its not true. There will ALWAYS be that one guy you wake up each morning for, do your hair for and take an hour and a half in the morning for. There will always be that one guy that will always have a place in your heart, and you spend most of your time thinking about. ** i know for a fact i won't ever be compleatly over him, i will love him no matter what...hes not the guy i should be spending my time thinking about. I need to find a guy who will notice my eyes first instead of the other things, a guy who will notice my smile or my personailty. I know those kinds of guys are pretty rare, and arn't usually the guys i would stop and look at. But who cares, who cares what people look like. Everyone is just wearing a costume right now on earth, but when you die, it all comes off, and it wont matter. All that should matter is how beautiful the persons heart is.
thats all i have to say today, Lydia keep your headup!! you know i love you and im here for you!
I HAVE SOOO many plans this weekend. Friday Im supposed to go to the game because its the last one. Then after theres a girls only sleepover..its going to be great..just like my sixth grade days..girly movies, popcorn, prankphone calls..just like the good old days..Saturday Jake is coming in town from Waco..and we are going to hang out, Stephen wants to hang out on saturday..and then I have a party im supposed to go to..Sunday Im supposed to go to 6 flags with Krystal, and Lydia wants to go watch the Grudge and Saw and wants to go to haunted houses...so i have nooo time for anything else..SORRY<3
Stephen IM OVER IT..lol