It's almost spring break!
Well...I survived last week which ended up not being too bad despite a few panic attacks. And I made it home on Thursday night which was a big accomplishment considering how bad the roads were. It was scary. I've driven in A LOT of bad weather this year and hopefully that was the end of it (although I doubt it because we are supposed to get MORE snow on Thursday! What the crap...it's the middle of March!) I am beyond tired of snow and ready for spring to come. I like spring and it'd be nice to not be cold all the time.
My headaches are getting worse. My perscription just ran out today but that doesn't matter because I don't think it really helped. I don't have money to refill it anyways. It's not my eyes (like everyone thinks) because I wake up in the morning with headaches and that can't be from my eyes because I've been asleep. I've been forbidden (by my Mom) from giving blood until after I graduate. And unlike some of my sisters I'm going to abid by that (and it's a good excuse...I hate giving blood because I always pass out and/or throw up). I really hope the headaches and everything is just because of the stress and maybe (doubtfully) that will go away after graduation. I still need to work on that job thing and that just hasn't happened yet. I just don't really care and so it is hard to motivate myself. Anyways...so my head hurts a lot but I didn't throw up this weekend so that's good.
I came back to Dayton last night (Sunday) so Emily could go to her Grandpa's funeral today without having to drive back last night to let Betty out. I'm glad I could help because I don't know what to say or do because I've never been in that situation where someone really close to me dies. Well I was when I was almost 2 and my Grandma died but I don't remember at all and I doubt I knew what was going on anyways. And my Grandpa died before I was born. It's just weird to think that Emily is 30 and her Grandpa just died, her first grandparent to die. My Dad was 29 when his Dad died and 5 when his Mom died. So really you are really lucky if you can be 30 and still have had all living Grandparents. But I still feel really sad for them and I wish I knew what to say.
American Dreams is looking more and more like it will be canceled. It's numbers for last week (it's first Wednesday night) were about what they have been all year. That's sad because I've been doing what I can to save it (postcards, phone calls, e-mails, trying to recruit people, etc.) I would be really really sad if it got canceled. I've never been this into a tv show before but I really do think it's the best show on tv, much better than all that reality crap. (and I do mean crap). Why can't a quality tv show survive and the dumb stuff does? Matt even admits that it is very well done, even though it doesn't appeal to him. (I've tried to get him to watch it and he does a lot but he wouldn't on his own will). I just wish about another 8 million people would watch it. That would be great.
Well I better get some homework done since I did nothing productive like all weekend. Oh and I never told my boss I'd be in all day today. Oops. Oh well. He'll find out when he gets in.
My headaches are getting worse. My perscription just ran out today but that doesn't matter because I don't think it really helped. I don't have money to refill it anyways. It's not my eyes (like everyone thinks) because I wake up in the morning with headaches and that can't be from my eyes because I've been asleep. I've been forbidden (by my Mom) from giving blood until after I graduate. And unlike some of my sisters I'm going to abid by that (and it's a good excuse...I hate giving blood because I always pass out and/or throw up). I really hope the headaches and everything is just because of the stress and maybe (doubtfully) that will go away after graduation. I still need to work on that job thing and that just hasn't happened yet. I just don't really care and so it is hard to motivate myself. Anyways...so my head hurts a lot but I didn't throw up this weekend so that's good.
I came back to Dayton last night (Sunday) so Emily could go to her Grandpa's funeral today without having to drive back last night to let Betty out. I'm glad I could help because I don't know what to say or do because I've never been in that situation where someone really close to me dies. Well I was when I was almost 2 and my Grandma died but I don't remember at all and I doubt I knew what was going on anyways. And my Grandpa died before I was born. It's just weird to think that Emily is 30 and her Grandpa just died, her first grandparent to die. My Dad was 29 when his Dad died and 5 when his Mom died. So really you are really lucky if you can be 30 and still have had all living Grandparents. But I still feel really sad for them and I wish I knew what to say.
American Dreams is looking more and more like it will be canceled. It's numbers for last week (it's first Wednesday night) were about what they have been all year. That's sad because I've been doing what I can to save it (postcards, phone calls, e-mails, trying to recruit people, etc.) I would be really really sad if it got canceled. I've never been this into a tv show before but I really do think it's the best show on tv, much better than all that reality crap. (and I do mean crap). Why can't a quality tv show survive and the dumb stuff does? Matt even admits that it is very well done, even though it doesn't appeal to him. (I've tried to get him to watch it and he does a lot but he wouldn't on his own will). I just wish about another 8 million people would watch it. That would be great.
Well I better get some homework done since I did nothing productive like all weekend. Oh and I never told my boss I'd be in all day today. Oops. Oh well. He'll find out when he gets in.