WELL......
wow can you believe how long it has been?....Let's just say a very long time.
new things that have happened...I had my party, it turned out well i guess..thank you to everyone who, it meant a lot to me.
I am so happy right now it is crazy, i have never been so happy or so in love with someone in my life.
I am nervous about some things, like is next year going to be fun because i am scared that the friendships that used to be awesome has seemed to drift a part, i hope that we can go back to the old times.....I just wished that it wasnt so weird when i am around everyone , i get this weird crazy vibe...i hope it will all go smoothly.
There is another situation that i am trying hard to deal with the whole...leaving someone i see everyday, and who i enjoy being with all of the time. Just thinking about the whole situation makes me upset and want to cry....i am going to miss him so much...(the good thing is that i will be so close so i can come and visit as often as iwant)
its late.time for bed
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RISSA!!!
new things that have happened...I had my party, it turned out well i guess..thank you to everyone who, it meant a lot to me.
I am so happy right now it is crazy, i have never been so happy or so in love with someone in my life.
I am nervous about some things, like is next year going to be fun because i am scared that the friendships that used to be awesome has seemed to drift a part, i hope that we can go back to the old times.....I just wished that it wasnt so weird when i am around everyone , i get this weird crazy vibe...i hope it will all go smoothly.
There is another situation that i am trying hard to deal with the whole...leaving someone i see everyday, and who i enjoy being with all of the time. Just thinking about the whole situation makes me upset and want to cry....i am going to miss him so much...(the good thing is that i will be so close so i can come and visit as often as iwant)
its late.time for bed
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RISSA!!!