lost.....
well i hope everyone had a great New Years!...yippie for 2005 only a couple of more months guys it is coming quick...lets cherish what we have while we have the chance...
my new years was interesting lol it started off slow just chilling around joes and then we went to bens house for some food...then the night begins lol
it is always great seeing your friends get drunk lol well some of them even though it isnt good for you at all you knwo but still anyways i do have a majoe issue that arose from the new years shindig...
something happened between me and a certain someone and i am confused in the whole matter. im not sure what to think or what they are thinking or if i am losing my mind or both of us are losing our minds but what is a girl to do my heartjust feels crushed it isnt even like i want something good to come from this..even though that may be what i need (something finally good to happen in my life) or maybe i regret the whole thing all together im just confused because i thought i was over this person and was ready to face that facts that i am not in his heart in that way i mean i know i am there but not in that special way that a person wants to be in someone elses heart...where your all that person needs, where you know that if they werent a part of your life you would just be empty, where you just fill their heart with such joy and pleasure, and they feel so lucky to have found that one special person where everything feels right and even when that person isnt with you it is like they are still there because they fill that special place in your heart that everyone has and is waiting to be filled one day.....anyways back to the issue lol i need to talk to him and see if it was just us getting caught up in the moment but let me tel you when that moment came it took my breath away i mean i was filled with nothing but good feelings and i had butterflies in my stomach because i was nervous because i dont want to get hurt and i know that he wouldnt want to hurt me but deep inside i am just nervous...i need to speek to him badly and soon...because lol if this was a just all a dream ...wow because it was intense lol so that would be crazy
advice would be nice on this topic
well other then my crazy night i know that other people enjoyed the new year coming lol 2005 baby!!
so to end this entry i want everyone to think or your opinion on this question:
Is it possible to fall in love with your best friend?
my new years was interesting lol it started off slow just chilling around joes and then we went to bens house for some food...then the night begins lol
it is always great seeing your friends get drunk lol well some of them even though it isnt good for you at all you knwo but still anyways i do have a majoe issue that arose from the new years shindig...
something happened between me and a certain someone and i am confused in the whole matter. im not sure what to think or what they are thinking or if i am losing my mind or both of us are losing our minds but what is a girl to do my heartjust feels crushed it isnt even like i want something good to come from this..even though that may be what i need (something finally good to happen in my life) or maybe i regret the whole thing all together im just confused because i thought i was over this person and was ready to face that facts that i am not in his heart in that way i mean i know i am there but not in that special way that a person wants to be in someone elses heart...where your all that person needs, where you know that if they werent a part of your life you would just be empty, where you just fill their heart with such joy and pleasure, and they feel so lucky to have found that one special person where everything feels right and even when that person isnt with you it is like they are still there because they fill that special place in your heart that everyone has and is waiting to be filled one day.....anyways back to the issue lol i need to talk to him and see if it was just us getting caught up in the moment but let me tel you when that moment came it took my breath away i mean i was filled with nothing but good feelings and i had butterflies in my stomach because i was nervous because i dont want to get hurt and i know that he wouldnt want to hurt me but deep inside i am just nervous...i need to speek to him badly and soon...because lol if this was a just all a dream ...wow because it was intense lol so that would be crazy
advice would be nice on this topic
well other then my crazy night i know that other people enjoyed the new year coming lol 2005 baby!!
so to end this entry i want everyone to think or your opinion on this question:
Is it possible to fall in love with your best friend?