Apr 05, 2003 08:10
Okay... well forget what I said in that last entry there... I DO like davis... a lot. I didn't realize I did until I hung out with him. Well, we're going out now... and yea... Jess is pissed at me. I feel so bad.. I don't want to hurt her at all and ahh i dont know how to explain it. But ever since I started going out with Davis i feel like everyone hates me.. including my closest friends. I feel like I'm losing everyone... lemme tell you its the worst feeling in the world when you dont think you have any true friends. I love Jess and I really miss the way it used to be... I really do miss her... I just wish she knew how much I did. And i want things to be good between us... but if I broke up with davis i would prolly be really sad about that and my life would still suck... I just wish i could find a guy that i like and can go out with, without my best friend hating me for it. LIFE SUX!
*Brit*