call me crazy
so he's leaving for korea on wednesday. he's at his grandparents right now visiting them, he's been there since friday. they've had a blast, and i'm sure he's had fun just hanging out with them and catching up. he hasn't seen the both of them, together in a few years, actually since he graduated high school. he saw his grandpa a few months ago though. so it was a much needed visit. i miss him a whole lot. the day he left, he had to be at the airport around 5am, so a few hours before that we got into an argument. that was the last thing i wanted, but it happened. afterwards he said that it was ok (later on in the afternoon/evening), but it wasn't to me. i didn't want him leaving knowing that the last major thing that happened was that we got into an argument. it really sucked. i just cried my eyes out. there was a lot of things that were said, and things that i really needed to hear. i guess that we just need to talk more and i just need to tell him that even though i act one way it's not going to be that way, i may act like a pain in the ass, but i realize things. i guess i'm just hard to understand for him, but hey, we've been married for almost a year and a half, and most of this next year will be him in korea. it's going to be rough, but we'll make it. we just need to talk more and i will... i'm pretty sure he will. with that said, he's going to be leaving from seattle on wednesday, but flying in on tuesday so he can get settled and just have a day to relax before he leaves. seeing as how we got into an argument, i'm flying my happy ass to seattle tomorrow (monday) and surprising him on tuesday when his plane lands. i hope he'll be excited to see me. i'm going to either meet him at the airport and surprise him, or i'm going to let him go to the hotel and check in, but hope that if i talk to the front desk people they'll pretend to check him in and send him up my way. i'm pretty sure if i did it that way and explained it to them they wouldn't mind helping me out. he has no idea that i'm doing this. i got a good deal on the flight and hotel, i saved $600. thank god for expedia and booking flights and hotels together. if not, i wouldn't have gone. that ticket would have been $1200. we're tight on money, and there are certain circumstances that need to be resolved, but i didn't want him leaving knowing we had an argument. i love the man, and i'm gonna go see him and we're going to have some fun before he leaves! i've been looking at things to do, and downtown seattle is only 10 minutes from the hotel, so we'll probably roam around all afternoon, grab some dinner and just have some down time and relax. i'm excited though, so i hope it all goes as planned. although, the only thing that sucks is that my flight leaves before his (720am, his leaves at 1220pm), so it sucks, but hey, at least i'll get to see him, right? i don't care, call me crazy, but i want to see him before he leaves!
MG, i miss you mucho mucho, where the heck are you?!??!! we have so much to catch up on! living back in the south is great and all, but i forgot how dang hot it was! and sad thing is, i haven't even hit up whataburger or chik fil a yet :( sonic i did though... mmmm... gotta love the ocean water and strawberry slush.