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you know, he hasn't gone to work in forever so i have no concept of what the day is. yet, i do know that we are broke... we're always broke, so why am i complaining. my birthday's soon. it's two for one night that night. so yes, we are going out. i think i'm going to go get a birthday tiara that says "birthday girl." haha. i'd wear it to. i feel like things are going so slow. he's healing up from his surgery, and i think he's getting a lot better since his last doctor's appointment. so, we'll see. after that, we're going to start getting ready to go back to florida. we're going to map out our trip and then find a state where we're going to stop and do some sight seeing and see the night life. then, it's a few days at his parents, then my parents, and who knows what else. i just want to stay busy until he leaves for korea. this is going to be the hardest for me. i've spent this whole year with him, every moment, well not every moment, but everyday. it's going to be hard adjusting. i don't even know if i will adjust. i do know that me being back in the south i'll be able to go to school for what i actually want and get a job. i just want to stay busy. but, i do get to visit korea so that's an absolute plus. that's 7K we have to save up for. he's going to take leave and then when he comes back to the states, and after he visits, i'll be going back with him, to visit of course. tickets are going to cost around 2 or 3K and then the hotel itself will be 1K. i better rack up some damn frequent flier miles. i'm excited, but there's so much going through my head. ahh.
my MG, a whole paragraph to you! feel special. man, it feels like forever since we can actually sit down and have a convo without our other halfs wanting to go to bed or wanting us to do something for them. one day, one day we shall sit down and talk and watch mtv. i haven't been watching real world too much, but when i do watch, wow, i thought i had drama. oh oh, and of course watching those late night videos on mtv. oh, how i used to remember those days of us being in the same time zone, oh wait, we are now! oh man, and winter is coming up. i'm dreading that. we'll be getting out of here hopefully before it gets worse. he's taking the whole month of october off, so we'll be out of here probably at the end of september. don't worry, i'll be able to feel your pain on the cold, and the snow. damn that snow. it's pretty to look at, but not to be outside in. maybe i'll come visit you while he's gone!!!
anywho, i'm not even tired. we've been spending our last few nights staying up late watching t.v. and just talking, doing whatever. i try to give him his space because hell i get tired of him after a while. so we stay up until 4 or 5, go to bed and not wake up til 2 in the afternoon. it's great. he's starting to look homeless now. he hasn't shaved in two, maybe three weeks, hasn't had a haircut in a month. yeah, we're going for the goal here. i love him, even if he makes me upset. sigh. this is going to be a long year...