going back to florida!
well, i'm going back to florida on the 20th. my mom's having surgery on her shoulder and well, everyone works so i'm going to take care of her. that's love i tell you. so i'll be home for a week. well, one of the guys i had my anthropology class with has a kick ass quote up.
"so just live, make mistakes and have wonderful times, but never ever second guess who you are, where you have been, and most importantly where it is you are going."
so, life has been life. i wanna be a pharmacy tech, so i need to see what it is i've got to do to get that started and rolling. i don't know what i want to be, i just, i hate living here. i don't hate it but i dislike it. i miss the sunshine and just the brightness of florida and the south. plus i can actually go to school down there and do something. here it's like, blah. so, pharmacy tech for now to have a stable job that will lead me somewhere and out of retail hell, and than off to be a dental hygenist. i think that's my calling. my sister always makes fun of me and my white teeth, so yeah.
me and him have been doing better. we're both trying and talking more. so it's getting somewhere. you can love someone with all your heart, but it just takes a lot of time to get back where things used to be. and sometimes you don't want them to be what they used to be, you just want it to be a modified version. he's in syracuse right now, birthday shopping for me. i can't believe 7 years later and here we are. i'm about to be 21, wow. time sure does fly. i've known him since i was a freshman in high school, and now we're married. it hasn't been a fairy tale, but it's definitely been an adventure. i may sit here and talk about all the negative things about us, but it's not like we're both perfect, because i know we're not. we're human. i love the man and i love all of his imperfections just like he loves mine. i think as time and the years progress we start to grow up even more and learn even more.
vacation time next month! he's getting surgery on the 28th, con leave for three weeks, and than vacation. it's going to be great. we'll be back by the time it's cold as shit. ah, the snow, i have to live through that shit again. at least the MG will feel my pain this coming winter. we will make it girl! our vacation consists of going to florida and whatever else comes along the way. maybe go to virginia and see his friend, and stop wherever there may be some cool stuff.
i'm outty... i need to clean... we're eating pizza tonight!!!