Mar 01, 2005 21:40
you know, through it all, i don't give my husband credit for what he does do that is above and beyond. yeah i bitch and bitch, but through it all, even the bad stuff that happened, he's been the best. yeah we're working on things, but i never give him credit and kudos where it's due. like when he took care of me when i had my wisdom teeth out. blood and drool everywhere and he was still there. the talks that we've been having lately. those talks have been making me feel a little bit better. i'm just afraid of the unknown i guess. but that's life. yeah, we got married young, but, dating since i was 15, and it just feels right. maybe we were young, but think about it, there are those that married young and 60 years later are still madly in love. i just want him to see me in his future, and he does. i may not be over some of the things he's done, but god knows i'm not perfect either. i admit that. but, he is the man of my dreams, and the person that i see myself with. through it all, he's the one i see in the future. the one i see walking next to me. it's weird ya know. you dream of that day when you're a little kid and for me to be finally here, wow.
anyways, i've been slacking in school, which sucks. but, yeah, i gotta get back on the ball with it, i can't fail. that would totally SUCK! motivate me people!
ok, so i miss one person... the MG, she's on her way to MASSACHUSETTS.... up here in the north, land of the friggin cold. cold, that it's still friggin snowing like a mofo up here! it sucks. i wish all the snow to go away. go away go away. i can't wait to go see my parents and sister in florida NEXT SATURDAY!!!!!!