Sep 13, 2008 12:44
Is it bad that I am smiling and happy about the fact that it is pouring rain outside and today is the day of the wedding that I am no longer invited to because my boyfriend was a dick? Because I am really happy about it. REALLY.
Honestly how does someone who's so happy to get another chance just blow it the same way as before? And he can't blame it on a disease because he got checked and there was no bi-polar or depression. Just straight up asshole.
Ass.
I went to the library before it started to downpour and I got Life Of Pi and two more of the Charlie Bone series. I was looking for other books but they weren't there. I also like to get one adult book if I'm getting young adult books... I don't want to look like a weirdo. At least Jill has an excuse, she's going to be an elementary school teacher... what do I say? haha
ugh I guess there is some karma for the way I'm feeling, I've got my period and I'm cramping like a fool. But then again that's a good sign. I'm not pregnant. No getting trapped in a relationship that way... god if I was pregnant that would be the worst thing in the world. I have horrible health insurance and I don't get paid that much... worst time to have a child.
Anyway. Mandi has 50% off at Rue today. I think I might pick up some halloween shirts, they are cute, and then we are having a movie night!!! woooooot!!! I don't know what we are watching but Mandi wants to see something hott. So I'll bring over some hott movies.
Alright I'm going to go read!!!!!! yeah I'm so cool!